I am in tears right now

So as I feared I did not ovulate this month. worse yet I found out today, on my anniversery (sp) that i have to go to a endocrinologist to come up with a new plan. as I am finding this out my huband sent me 2 dozen rose I lost it. I feel like my dream of becoming a mom is slipping away. and it sucks it really sucks. who would have ever thought a child you never even thought about before would be so hard to think you might neer even get to celebrate any moments of there life.   I will keep you ladies posted on what happens next.
Suzie

There is still hope.Try not to worry. Its in the hands of God. He knows whats best for you and all of us at this time. I know how you feel ..wanting somthing sooo badn and it seems as if your getting blocked from what you want and other around you are not having a bit of problem. But like my mom tells me it will happen when the time is right. I know we all dont want to hear that i dont myself its like if i want it now then why not...But i know its true. and things happen for a reason. You are in my prayes and my thoughts.

Suzie: I am sorry sweetie, but it's not over yet! Your getting your BFP soon and there's nothing you can do to stop it! God is taken His time getting that very speical baby for you and your hunny. We love you! Happy Aniversary, you go and have a special time with your husband!

Please have faith. God's plan for you is always perfect, even when you can't see anything but bad stuff, he is planning something so wonderful you couldn't not even fathom it. Keep praying and God will provide. We will all be praying along with you.

Thank you girls I realy need to hear something positive. Mandie I was that pic congrats. A positive Ovulation holy cow. One big step this month.. My Mother in law said well look at it this way maybe you are ment to have multiple. get my money worth   . And that way she can retire and help me. If that is what it takes the bring it on. Girls really thanks it really means laot to me when we really need eachother the right words always seem to make this seem easier.

oh hon, our bodies are examples in themselves about how miracles do happen. things have a way of happening despite the odds being against us...you'll get your bfp, just have to figure out all the best options to getting your body all prepped and ready to help you alone ya know.

have faith.

do you see a repro endocrinologist by any chance? you may want to check into seeing if its possible to be referred to one who may be able to help you on all ends...big hugs.

oh yeah, i remember how that is...it's like you get attached to someone just ot find out that they aren't there yet...it hurts, and there isn't much anyone can say to make you feel better, you just have to tell YOURSELF to keep a positive attitude.
I really hope that the rest of your anniversary is fantastic.