I HATE MY SISTER-IN-LAW!!!!!!!

My sister in-law is driving my crazy! i have never liked her, and now shes even worse because SHES PREGNANT!!! its like cant i have just a little bit to myself!
she had a miscarrage when i was a month preg, and my brother said i wasnt preg when i was! and he rekond she was more preg than me! but i was 7weeks and she was 3weeks then she had a m/c But now shes preg again! and its all "TALI this and TALI that" its never about my pregnancy nemore. And she had ago at me the other day about my nephew which is her step-son! u see shes only 19 and my brother is 26 (her new husband!) only she cheated on him all the way through their realationship, and shes only 1 1/2 years olda than me! she is fukn driving me insane!
When the family was all happy about me being preg that bitch goes and get preg! when i was 10 and my brother had his son, it was all about him when i was doing singing concerts and winning awards, but no1 wanted to come see me because there was a baby. When i thought i was preg i tried to tell my parents, but my brother was getting married to his NEW wife. So i couldnt tell them (and it turned out i was preg!)
my sister had alot of awards just b4 i got preg, and it was all about her, and for once something that can be about me, but NO Tali went and got preg, so again its not about me. This may seem selfish, but u try living in a family where ur brother is 8years olda than u, and ur sister is 10yrs older, and all ur parents ever talk about it how great they are!!! and how PROUD they are of them.
I have NEVER heard my parents say they are proud of me, and when i tried committing suicide, my mum was saying how it was all her fault, and turned it around tto being about her! (like she always does)

Just the other day, my mother said how she wanted to kill me! and im preg with her granddaughter for fuks sake! and she wanted to kill me.
And 2day Child Services came over, because some1 rang them telling them my Fiance was abusing me, physically and emotionaly which was BULLSHIT! he has never hit me ever! and he had never hurt me.
Why is everyone trying to come between us, we are getting married on christmas eve, but everyone is trying to come between us.

Im sorry that this is long. but i just needed to get it out of my system.
And im sorry if i seem really selfish, im not.   i just wanted something to be about me for once, instead of my brother and sister.    
If u are in a similar sitch, maybe u could offer me some advice?
Thank you for taking ur time in reading this.

hey cass, thanx heaps for ur msg, didnt think anyone would ever reply lol Tali was rushed to hospital last week ,coz she kept blacking out, i told my brother how its just the heat and her body's just trying to get used to it, (b/c the doctors couldnt figure out wots wrong) its like DOCTOR SHES FUKN PREGNANT!! and this heat aint helping lol
They rekon they are having twins b/c shes "showing" so much, and shes only 17weeks! i was showing heaps at that stage too! now they are making it out to be such a big deal, and my brother nos how much i wanted twins!
i told him (chris my brother) how i was having contractions, and hes like "no debbie its only braxton hicks!" as if to say im fukn dumb! i turned around and said to him "oh really chris, well maybe u should try telling that to my midwife!!!" and he went all quiet, and now he wont talk to me lol
which suits me fine, but we used to be best friends, now its like hes stabbed me in the back.

anyways, congrats on ur bubs. And i hope everything is going well for u
And THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! uve made my nite (my hubby and i just had a huge fight, so i decided to leave the room after like 1hour of silence to check my emails)
Debs  

thanx my dad told me the other day that Nevaeh (my unborn) will be spoiled more than my brothers kids! lol and said that Nevaeh is WAY more special, and that they dont even like tali lol so its all good, but then later they are real dicks. Dads making an effort now for me, coz i cant stand long and im on bedrest i cant make my own dinners, and my mums meant to be cooking it for me, but this morning b4 dad went to work he made me my craving dinner (a pot of mince) which is my fav meal! so all i have to do it re-heat it   in case ur wondering wot a pot of mince is, lol its not just mince in a pot, its mince and vegetables and potatoe bits and stuff like that, all boiled in a bot and its really thick and YUM!! hehehe

thank you all for ur help and helping me get thru this

Debs  

My sister in-law had a miscarriage at 4 mths and now that i'm pregnant she keeps putting it into her mind that she's pregnant again, the funny thing is is that she doesn't even have sex! another thing that really t's me off is that she's a bigger girl and i've never been i'm 18 wks and everytime i see her she calls me a bitch and other stupid names just because i'm not even barely showing yet. It's not my fault she's big and i'm not.

conleys182006 wrote: My sister in-law had a miscarriage at 4 mths and now that i'm pregnant she keeps putting it into her mind that she's pregnant again, the funny thing is is that she doesn't even have sex! another thing that really t's me off is that she's a bigger girl and i've never been i'm 18 wks and everytime i see her she calls me a bitch and other stupid names just because i'm not even barely showing yet. It's not my fault she's big and i'm not.

i no wot u mean, im a big girl and i didnt start showing till i was 5months and my sister inlaw was a real skinny chik, and just because she quite big they reakon shes having twins!! lol (all because she started showing early) and shes only 18weeks!
it runs in our family with big babies, so she prob doesnt have twins! and i was rushed to hospital last sunday, coz we thort my waters had broken, (but i hadnt) they put me on a monitor just in case, just to check for contractions, and it showed that i was having irregular contractions, and when i told my brother last nite, hes like "there braxton hicks debbie NOT contractions" and i was like "CHRIS! it showed that it was contractions not fukn braxton hicks!!!" i felt like saying, ur a fukn male u dont no the difference between braxton and real!! (he may have a son but he was never fukn around!)

Debs