misscarage! mmm

On the 20th of november. i woke up and felt different then usualy and later as the day went on i started feeling fluttery pulling sensation in my tummy everytime i ate something it wasnt bad pain just felt different, alot of wind came out of my ass and i did a huge poo and started feeling abit better after that, but by night time came, i went to the toilet and wipped i had a light pink blood just noticable i kept wipping and wipping and it was the same everytime lol i was abit freaked.I went and layed down for about 20 mins and then went and checked again but was to scared to get of the toliet so i sat on there for 10 mins when i wipped it was the same. and then about an hour and a half after that i looked at my undies and had little blood dots on them i started to worry i wipped and it came out real light brown.I put a pad on to see how much blood would be in there and it was only a couple soft pink dots barly noticable but by the time i woke up in the morning my pad was full of blood it was a browny colour but had bits of red in it aswell but there was no chunky bits in it. i had no cramps or anything so i thought that was weird cause usualy when i get periods i get cramps extremly bad that i cant move.
I went to the docters after i finished work today and they said i didnt have it anymore. i really didnt know what to think, i was oh so happy last night thought it was just lil normal blood but it turned nasty.
I havnt felt any emotion yet why not, is that bad?
I feel blank and dont know what to think at the moment, i cant feel the pain i just sit there and stair at blank walls now. i dont know what to say to the babys father about it, the words arnt there.
But i guess it might have been a good thing im still young and need to do stuff with life, and i guess baby was needed elsewhere.
and oneday later in life my time will come to have one!
 

(sorry if it was long i didnt intend to make it that long just kept writing ha)

oh i'm so sorry   that is terrible!!

aw dear I am so sorry for your loss..

you will get your beautiful baby one day when the time is right

Quoting Samilee:“ oh i'm so sorry   that is terrible!!”

yeah it does really suck.
but it hasnt quite kicked in yet.

haha have you been using the fairy word alot yet?

im so sorry for your loss

Quoting CheeseCAKE:“ aw dear I am so sorry for your loss.. you will get your beautiful baby one day when the time is right”

Thanks for that  
yeah i know but aleast now i can focus on school and the things 16 year old girls do

I'm so sorry,, But you have your whole life still ahead of you and maybe god saw it as you need to finish highschool and go to college and maybe have a stable life and job then have a baby. but when the time is right your baby will come! your 16 you have plenty of year to have kids and more!

Quoting Taby and Nick 18weeks!:“ I'm so sorry,, But you have your whole life still ahead of you and maybe god saw it as you need to finish ... [snip!] ... job then have a baby. but when the time is right your baby will come! your 16 you have plenty of year to have kids and more!”

yeah i understand you, and i think you are right.
i have alook to look forward to at the moment, and plenty of years ahead of me.
and i was just starting my new school next year so i guess it did come at a right time even tho it sucks big time and hurts.
but later when times right then i will have one  

exactly! just think of the positives! and I know right now you are hurting deeply but remember its all in god's plan and he was telling you listen you will have kids but not right now your not ready your body isn't ready. but always look at the positives and keep your head up

Quoting 8:9:“ On the 20th of november. i woke up and felt different then usualy and later as the day went on i started ... [snip!] ... life my time will come to have one!   (sorry if it was long i didnt intend to make it that long just kept writing ha)”

I am so sorry, your time will come with someone you love dearly and who will be there to love and support you.

  sadest thing ever

Quoting ni ch ole:“ I am so sorry, your time will come with someone you love dearly and who will be there to love and support you.”

thanks that was so sweet  

Quoting Taby and Nick 18weeks!:“ exactly! just think of the positives! and I know right now you are hurting deeply but remember its all ... [snip!] ... will have kids but not right now your not ready your body isn't ready. but always look at the positives and keep your head up”

yeah i will, i know it hurts alot but it willadventualy stop.
yeah i get where your coming from, and thanks for that kinda what i needed to hear (:
and yeah now i gotta do something with life before i start wanting kids

Aww..... Ii'm srry tu hear about yur losz buh wen ii hd ma 1st pregnancy my OB.GYN tld meeh tat alot of women/teens hv @ least 1 miscarriage n their lives so tat made meeh feel betta

I eventually ddnt thnk about thee baby as often nymore b/c i was younga n hd alot of thiings ii wntd ta du in lyf.... buh here i am again so yea.... mayb thee tym wasnt rite 4 meeh den n mayb nw or mayb nt...

gud luck tu yuh

awwh girl im sorry.
miscarriages are hard to go through. you will have the lovely stages of grief.
but all i can say is take it one day at a time. your day will come.
sorry again.