For ALL Angel Mommies

Ladies,

If you have experienced a loss of your childyou know the pain and the heartache it brings. I have as most of you already know lost my one and so far only son, Sergio Alexander, a little over a month ago to SIDS.

There is not a day goes by that I dont think about my beautiful baby boy.

Please if you have been through a tragedy and dont mind sharing, post your story here. Dont take me thr wrong way but I love talking to mommies who been through this as well, and maybe we can find peace in each other.

Please ladies, if you are willing to share and even if I know your story, I am sure there will be some other mommies on here who would love to hear about your beautiful angel with similar stories.

God Bless you all.

RIP our angel.


MY STORY:

I wont put up the detail of that terrible night for I am not 100% ready to share them. But my one and so far only son, Sergio Alexander, was born on August 21st, 2009 and from first sight of him, he had my entire heart. There is love at first sight after all! We did everything together.....

Looked around the room at the hospital (so alert at 1 day old)


We Took baths together


We took picures on the couch


And on the bed....



Before the tub



And after the tub



And of course during the tub =]



We took pictures just with daddy



And just with mommy



In winter clothing (i just bought it and was just trying it on him that day it was still a bit warm outside)



And with no clothing



Serious face


And happy face


And Go0gle face =]


And something tastes funny face too


Pictures with pacifer


And without a pacifier


Close up


And far away



And so many pictures more that I am not putting up because its simply too many..

My son and I have unlimited memories. I loved him from a tuny peanut inside of me to a big health boy that he grew to become. He was such a joy and a blessing. So warm and loved. He was happy baby. My son knew that I loved him and I know that he loved me back.

Yes my baby is now only a memory. But a memory is a whole lifetime in my heart. He lives on forever deep inside. "Everynight in my dreams I see you, I feel you, that is how I know you go on" Titanic.

My son forevr will be my greatest pride and joy and not a day will go by that he wont be celebrated and remembered...

Ladies put up your stories in memory of our angels that we love so deeply and will never forget!

In Loving Memory of
Sergio Alexander Bunda Shevlyakov
August 21st, 2009 - October 7th, 2009

Forever in my heart I am counting the days until I see you again.

I just wanted to tell you how beautiful your son was. I'm sorry for your loss.

I don't have a story of my own, but I've seen yours several times!
I'm so sorry for your terrible loss and Sergio is absolutely beautiful!

i'm sorry for your loss   Hugs!

This made me cry. My heart breaks for you.

Im sorry for your loss mama! You are such a strong woman for being able to share your story with everyone. Such a beautiful angel you have watching over you! *hugs*

I am so sorry...he was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!! May God comfort you and be with you!

Thank you laides!! Please feel free to post your stories here as well.. and pictures and anything you want... i was kind of hoping on meeting more angel mommies...

Mine were all early losses.

My first I was 19 and had just moved in with my SO after returning from Europe and starting the school semester late I had the flu real bad, after 3 weeks of the flu they confirmed surprise preggo. I ended up miscarrying shortly after at 8 weeks.

With my second we were thrilled it wasn't planned but it wasn't prevented. I told my mom and sister and BFF no one else, shortly before my first ultrasound I started spotted, they confirmed I was miscarrying again it hit me so hard   I was really glad I didn't tell a lot of people.

Recently I was feeling well pregnant took a test nothing much to see on the test, we then got a call around that time that SO's grandmother was dying. Without thought we rushed out to see her this was my first time meeting his mom and nana! I chalked up my nausea to that. Several weeks later she passed away while he was gone for the funeral I had bad abdominal pain I was think cysts, so I rang the radiology department in the hospital I work at after consulting with a NP in my department. The ultrasound revealed conception material I had a D&C the next day. We got socked with a one-two whammy that weekend.

Quoting *LALA***:“ Mine were all early losses. My first I was 19 and had just moved in with my SO after returning from ... [snip!] ... The ultrasound revealed conception material I had a D&C the next day. We got socked with a one-two whammy that weekend.”

im sorry mami 

Quoting R.I.P My Son 08.21.09-10.:“ im sorry mami ”

im so sorry that mademe tearup. your son was so handsome

i know your pain. for the sake of posting my story again you can read about it in my topics. my sons bday is coming up nov 27th so right now i dont think i can really talk about it. I just wanted to say your not alone, and even though i know i should be grateful to have the time i had with my son, it hurts even worse that he could have been taken away just like that.

hes beautiful. i dont have a story of my own but had been following yours. (sorry for stalking) you are so strong i admire you so much. hes watching over you. 

★⋰⋱☆ I miss you more than anyone knows ¤ As time goes by the emptiness grows ¤ I laugh, I talk , I play my part ¤ But behind my smile is a broken heart ★⋰⋱☆

Quoting Jesika maeri:“ hes beautiful. i dont have a story of my own but had been following yours. (sorry for stalking) you are so strong i admire you so much. hes watching over you. ”

aawww lol....i dont mind the stalking <3 lol j/k...thank u so much for being there for me though.. i truly appreciate it...yea i know he is watching over me.. he is happy in heaven..but i miss here with me soo so much...