i just dont know what to think anymore

i am stationed in germany and no where near ft hood but it hit very very very very close to home. way to close. i cant believe that a soldier (a major at that) could turn on his fellow soldiers. They are better and easier ways of getting out of the army than doing that shit and it just really pisses me off because americans are talking so much shit about muslims right now. what the hell is that about. i am not a muslim i am a catholic but geez really. just because one guy decides to go kill abunch of people under his own free will doesnt mean that every single effin muslim is bad. i dont personally know any real muslims or find any desire to become a muslim. they are just people who believe in the same thing as someothers who think that they have to go kill others. it just really pisses me off when one person in a certain group does something wrong the entry group gets "punished" (for lack of a better word) or looked down on. i mean really what the fuck is that about.
i hate that guy because he killed and wounded soldiers that were on his side! he wasnt killing some terriorist he was killing the soldiers that take out the bed guys. i just cant believe that this would happen i just cant. i just dont know what to say anymore about it.
yahoo.com put up pictures like they always do about the attack. i didnt mide any of them because they were of soldiers and family memebers are the vigil and flags at half staf but then there was one. it was a soldier covered with a white sheet! i can not believe that yahoo or anyone for that matter would ever put a picture up like that. that to me is very very very disrespectful. a person should never be remembered that way. i have no clue who that soldier is or anything about him but i will always remeber that soldier because i saw him in a photo. i just dont understand why they put pictures like that up. we know that soldiers were killed but we dont need to see their bodies. if i had lost someone in the attack and i was looking through those pictures that would make the situation harder for me. i dont know just to think of the person i love was under a sheet like that. it is soooooooo disrepectful. i wouldnt want my picture taken and posted online like that and im sure the soldiers didnt want that either! wtf.
i know there are soldiers that are crazy and would do anything to get out of the army. my daughters father was one of them but he didnt have to kill anyone or go stroming through the tmc with a gun to get his point acrossed. he just went awol trashed someones car and did other things to get into trouble but not once did he phsyically harm someone else. i know it cant just be me but i love everyone that wears this uniform i wear everyday. they are my brothers and sisters. my heart is aching that one of my brothers would harm another. i can say i truly hate him for what he has done. he was a leader of soldiers and he killed them. i cant believe it. i just cant. what the hell do we do know.

I know how you feel...
I spent hours frantic that my cousin was one of those wounded or killed..
While I was in labor at that...
My husband is going through the proccess to join the army, this breaks my heara and scares me to death.

Quoting Kadence's momma:“ I know how you feel... I spent hours frantic that my cousin was one of those wounded or killed.. While ... [snip!] ... in labor at that... My husband is going through the proccess to join the army, this breaks my heara and scares me to death.”

yea one of my best friends is stations there and she is an mp and was doing some training that day. i knew he attacked at a training center (or so i heard) and i was freaked the hell out.