re: 13 months PP *pictures*

Quoting carmenisa:“ well if i dont work out that hard id never get this weight off. 2 yrs bac to bac being pregnant ... [snip!] ... time to myself online. i have a goal 120-125 by sons 1st bdy may 11th and 110-115 by my time my sons 18 mths which is nov 11th.”

ohh i can't even imagine having two pregnancies back to back. i went to the dentist only once during my prengnacy and once afterwards and i got baddd gingivitis during my pregnancy.   its horrible. i didn't suffer the hair loss though. ohh i would love a personal trainer if i had the extra $ for one! i would love someone to push me to my limit ha. thats a good tip! i was just looking through my pre-pregnancy pictures and sheesh its so different now! i'd LOVE to be back the way i was before.

being tired and still having the stregnth to take care of two kiddos deserves MAJOR props mama. you are doing an amazing job.  

Quoting laura+jonah[PB08]:“ ohh i can't even imagine having two pregnancies back to back. i went to the dentist only once during ... [snip!] ... tired and still having the stregnth to take care of two kiddos deserves MAJOR props mama. you are doing an amazing job.  ”

thanks mama. well at least u kno what your problem is. lac of motivation. honestly i felt disgusting about myself but what did it for me was just turning 23. ive been pregnant since i was 20 hahaha. well being called fat and soooo many ppl when i would go home for the holiays to visit my family would constantly say how much weight ive gained and a girl i went to school with asked me did i have twins cuz i had got sooo big. i mean yeah i got big but i wasnt obese or anything. i got up to 200 pds which is alot for my normal frame. never been more then 130s before pregnancy and thats the highest i was. i was 118 when i first became preggo with my daughter. ive had a belly since i was 17 tho just a lil one but not love handles im dealin with tha now.

but ur not big and u know that. u know what u wanna change about yourself do your research. theres so much info on the web i swear i look up new excercises everyday and go to you-tube and look at the transformations it just gives me an adrenaline rush and makes me wanna work out even harder. b/c u can never push yourself enough. you will always be able to to push yourself harder then you ever thought u could. i swear i wanna cry sometimes when i do the high intensity workouts. like core training and taebo b.c i make sure im burning those calories. i think ive become annoying to some ppl now b/c i think all i talk about with family/friends now is working out losing weight eating good haha. its part of my life what can i say, rather that then talkin bout suffering from health conditions b.c my fat ass is to fat and lazy lol.

Quoting laura+jonah[PB08]:“ i just need to tone but i'm so damn lazy. sorry the mirror is disgusting. anyone wanna clean it and ... [snip!] ... and here is my main man thank you for looking.   if anyone has any tips on how to tone or what you do to tone,let me know!”

by the way your son is sooooo beautiful.

Quoting carmenisa:“ thanks mama. well at least u kno what your problem is. lac of motivation. honestly i felt disgusting ... [snip!] ... of my life what can i say, rather that then talkin bout suffering from health conditions b.c my fat ass is to fat and lazy lol.”

some people can be so rude! :/ i think if some people had made comments like those to me i'd be much more motivated lol.

when i look at transformations i feel so jealous! it still just doesn't really motivate me though. it makes me sad and i want to eat. hahaha. sometimes i just wish someone would talk massive amounts of shit to me about the way i look and then i'd be more motivated but no one will do it. lmao. i don't blame you for talking about it all the time! its an exciting transformation to be going through! do you have any pics?

Quoting carmenisa:“ by the way your son is sooooo beautiful.”

thank you love!   your little ones are adorable!

Quoting laura+jonah[PB08]:“ thank you love!   your little ones are adorable!”

sadly but my 20 mth old broke my camera about 2 mths ago. i havnt been able to take new pics. i usually take tons of pics of my kids and my son has grown so much in the last couple mths lol im waiting b/c im getting some extra money end of this mth to buy a new camera. as soon as i do i will def take pics. hahahabut i have ton of before pregnancy pics in my profile. hhaha ppl are nice to u i feel beating ppls ass when they talked like that to me. now everyone comments on how much weight i lost. it makes me feel good but they make it seem like i was 300 pds and i lost all this weight like i dont want ppl to fuss over it it kinda makes u feel wierd. hahaha