Beyond f**ken PIssed. I feel like throwing shit!

The So is going to the Navy Ball tonight. I cant go b/c who else is gonna watch Dina? PLus shes not feeding from the bottle so it wouldnt matter. I wanted to go to Target just to do SOMETHING but no. He has to take the car (we have one car. He has a bike but cant ride it in his dress white, duh.) After got pissed he said to drive him there. Hell no, so you can fucken drink and have a good time while im home?! BUt fuck that, no one said for him to sell his truck and et a bike. "it'll be cheaper." Fuck that! He wanted the bike for selfish reasons. And tomorrow hes going to this game where there gonna BBQ and drink beers and have fun. Am i going? No, b/c WHOS GONNA WATCH DINA?! He like "Your going to meet your friend for lunch." MOther fucker "WITH DINA AND ANOTHER BABY! YOUR GONNA BE CHILLING WITH NO KIDS AND DRINKING FUCKEN BEERS!" Im so unbelievably pissed. Sometime i think WTF decition did i make for my life? That im dont think that i was ready to be a mom b/c i still wanna have fun and so things on a wim. He doesnt fucken care b/c he gets to do what he wants. Sometimes he'll come home late from school and i'll be in a bad mood b/c i was home all ay and he'll be like "I was at SCHOOL." "yeah but atleast you werent home sitting on ur ass talking to the god damn walls. You get to talk to PEOPLE!" Call me selfish or what the fuck ever you want. Im so fucken upset right now. I wish i could just go to my mothers or sisters. Fcken sux


Update
Hes been standing outside talking on the phone for the past 20 minutes. Who the fuck you tlaking to that you cant talk inside?!

i completely feel you on that mamma!!!!!! my husband will stay out until ungodly hours then sleep in all day!!! what do i get to do!??!?! sit on ass and watch chan chan which i love my son with all my heart and i don't mind watching him but i want to have SOME fun too!!!! fucking men.

ugh, i know how you feel! Im sorry mama! is there anywhere you can go? Like families houses? or a friend? i would watch her for you she could chill with my LO  

If you're bfing maybe you could pump some milk for her beforehand and ask him to watch her while you go out once in awhile?

Quoting *Sara Nicole*:“ ugh, i know how you feel! Im sorry mama! is there anywhere you can go? Like families houses? or a friend? i would watch her for you she could chill with my LO  ”

No i dont have any family out here.

Quoting A.Trevino:“ If you're bfing maybe you could pump some milk for her beforehand and ask him to watch her while you go out once in awhile?”

Thats the thing, she wont take the bottle

Quoting Dina Monique's NY Mama:“ The So is going to the Navy Ball tonight. I cant go b/c who else is gonna watch Dina? PLus shes not feeding ... [snip!] ... Hes been standing outside talking on the phone for the past 20 minutes. Who the fuck you tlaking to that you cant talk inside?!”

ask him?

I know how frustrating it can be. I can't remember the last time I went anywhere without at least one of my kiddos lol.

**hugs**
I think we all have days like that. When I was younger I used to tell myself to NEVER get married and have a family, that I wanted a life of adventure and freedom, and what did I do? Exactly what I told myself NOT to do.
Some days I feel trapped/depressed/etc. about my life situation, but then I think, the grass is always greener, you know?
This is how my life was meant to unfold, and who knows what the future holds.

But it's ok to be frustrated, being a wife and sahm is really hard for some people, I know I wish I could be the bread winner sometimes and have my DH stay home.

Quoting Dina Monique's NY Mama:“ The So is going to the Navy Ball tonight. I cant go b/c who else is gonna watch Dina? PLus shes not feeding ... [snip!] ... Hes been standing outside talking on the phone for the past 20 minutes. Who the fuck you tlaking to that you cant talk inside?!”

OH - that shit really gets me going too! And I have been to a Military Ball, I know what kind of shit goes down there - stupid old men crawling under the banquet tables fondling womens crotches. . .

I was so disgusted by their behavior - it was appauling - call your mom and go visit her for the weekend.

And do drive him to the Ball, take the car and go to your moms, without telling him.

Yep, thats what I would be doing.

Quoting Dina Monique's NY Mama:“ The So is going to the Navy Ball tonight. I cant go b/c who else is gonna watch Dina? PLus shes not feeding ... [snip!] ... Hes been standing outside talking on the phone for the past 20 minutes. Who the fuck you tlaking to that you cant talk inside?!”

damn. why dont you make him watch your daughter sometimes???? seriously?? when i got pregnant SO told me he wouldnt do anything i wouldnt do inclusding cigs, drinking, drugs, etc. and he has pretty much stuck to it except for a few cigs here and there and a beer that i convinved him to have on halloween that he didnt even finish.

Quoting Dina Monique's NY Mama:“ Thats the thing, she wont take the bottle”

Oh 
Well I guess all you can do is hope that maybe she will sooner or later?
Sorry you're going through that!

lol with all that, you might as well be a single mother. hes being sooo inconsiderate. just looking in from out.

Quoting Dina Monique's NY Mama:“ Thats the thing, she wont take the bottle”

My daughter wouldn't take a bottle either, and you'd be surprised how fast time went by, that eventually she could go a few hours without nursing so I could leave the house alone. You'll be there before you know it! I don't have any family where I live to rely on either, and that definitely makes it tougher. ( OT, but, I used to live in Tucson too!, I miss it so much)