Sort of confused

So as some of you may have known I was pregnant. This monday I woke up with a little bit of pink spotting, I knew pink wasnt a good color but I wasnt cramping. I ended up going into the ER. I thought I was having a miscarriage but when they did an ultrasound they found a heartbeat of 110, I was about 9 weeks 4 days along and everything looked good. They told told me it could have been stress, so to take it easy on bedrest for a few days.

Tuesday I seemed to be fine, went to bed but at around 11 pm I started cramping. At 1 am I went to the restroom and heard a thud, turns out it was a huge clump. It was mostly blood tissue with like a grey/white sac. & I kept passing pretty big clots for the next 3 hours. I didnt go into the ER until 6 AM because I didnt want to wake anyone up to watch Amory. When they did an ultrasound again there was no more baby/fetus ... I had passed most of it but some tissue was still in so I was admitted in to get a D&C which was pretty scary only because I went through most of this alone.

I had already had a miscarriage prior to having Amory so I wasn't expecting to have another one. & I had heard that once you hear the heartbeat it is unlikely to miscarry.... I just had to vent this out to who ever.

im so sorry 

I'm so sorry mama 

::hugs::

you know I'm here if you need to talk.

so sorry for your loss  

Quoting Ashley [GLEEK]:“ I'm so sorry mama  ::hugs:: you know I'm here if you need to talk.”

Thanks. I feel horrible.

At first I didnt know how I felt about the pregnancy, but a week ago after I told some family members that I was pregnant I started getting excited about it. Now its ... idk. Ill get over it. I feel blessed that I have Amory, I know many women cant have one of their own. This just makes me closer to her.

Quoting .:Mary:.:“ Thanks. I feel horrible. At first I didnt know how I felt about the pregnancy, but a week ago after ... [snip!] ... get over it. I feel blessed that I have Amory, I know many women cant have one of their own. This just makes me closer to her.”

I couldn't imagine.
Had you told Amory there would be a baby?

Quoting MzDENISE:“ so sorry for your loss  ”

Thank you

Quoting Ashley [GLEEK]:“ I couldn't imagine. Had you told Amory there would be a baby?”

Yeah. I havent even told her anything yet. She just keeps saying mommy's sick. I dont know what to tell her.

Quoting .:Mary:.:“ Yeah. I havent even told her anything yet. She just keeps saying mommy's sick. I dont know what to tell her.”

    

:::big hugs:::

I know that makes a horrible sitution a million times worse. I really couldn't imagine.

I'm so sorry Mary!!
This happened to me back in May.I'd be due in December 
If you need to talk to anyone.I'm here for you.

Im so sorry mary    

Quoting Ashley [GLEEK]:“      :::big hugs::: I know that makes a horrible sitution a million times worse. I really couldn't imagine. ”

Theres a lot of things that make the situation worse. Like I had just told a few people, now I dont want to talk to them because I dont want to answer when they say "how is your pregnancy going" ... & my BIL's girlfriend & cousins girlfriend are also pregnant about the same weeks I was. Now everytime I see them Im going to think thats how far along I would have been etc.


Ill get over this though.

Quoting ☆Natesmama☆:“ I'm so sorry Mary!! This happened to me back in May.I'd be due in December  If you need to talk to anyone.I'm here for you.”

Thanx.

Im sorry for your loss too, did they tell you why you miscarried?

Quoting Bean Bunny ❤:“ Im so sorry mary    ”

Thanks

Quoting .:Mary:.:“ Theres a lot of things that make the situation worse. Like I had just told a few people, now I dont ... [snip!] ... weeks I was. Now everytime I see them Im going to think thats how far along I would have been etc. Ill get over this though.”

This is how I felt when I m/c with my second pregnancy. I was so Upset because people kept calling me and asking about it and I didnt know what to say and would just break down into tears. My m/c was in Aug of this year, and im now pregnant again. I told my 2 year old son last time, that mommy had a baby in her belly but he never mentioned it, and it was hard on me because i kept telling DH "I told Izacc, I should have never told him" I felt bad for telling him. I put alot of blame on myself about my m/c even though it wasnt my fault.

The doctors said they didnt know why i m/c to try again in a month if I wanted too. I did and here I am due on the 6th of July, Im more nervous now than I have ever been. When they did my ultrasound they saw a sac with no yolk, I was only 6 weeks. If you need anything im here for you to talk too. Im so sorry for your loss. Your daughter will get you through this, my son got me through mine.