getting nervous

So i am getting truly nervous about having my surgery on the 13th.I had cervical cancer before i got pregnant and during the pregnancy my biopsies came back no cancer and now its back!!!so surgery it is and possibly no more baby's!Sad but at least i have my son!Im horrible with anesthesia and they are going to do general anesthesia.My husband has the day of my surgery off but thats it, so the next day im on my own with our son.thanks for reading my nonsense post!