re: aversion to calling son by his name???

Quoting Spoonful of Jayson:“ I couldn't do that. I was just so awkward in my pregnancy, thinking everyone was judging me. I loved ... [snip!] ... but I felt like I didn't deserve to be pregnant. It was weird talking to my belly, or calling him his name. Just me though.”

i was awkward in my pregnancy as well. I didnt like that i couldnt walk into a public place without some freak wanting to rub my belly and tell me about her 48 hour labor story....lol. I always hated people to stare at my belly. I wanted to hide.
Now they always want to poke at Lilly and try to touch her and tell me how jealous they are that i have a little girl when they only had a boy...or whatever. People are crazy!!