I feel bad.

Today, and every other Wednesday, is the only gauranteed day that I get to spend all day with J. I look forward to Wednesdays all week long, but today I feel bad for him. Yesterday I worked two shifts. I went in at 9:15am, left at 4:15, came back at 6:15pm, and left at 10:45pm. I'm so wiped it's not even funny. I just want to lay down and take some sort of nap without having to worry about neglecting him. He deserves more from me, I just don't have the energy today. Usually when I'm tired and don't feel like chasing him around we go out and do stuff, but even that seems like too much work. I'm just tired.  

Quoting Spoonful of Jayson:“ Today, and every other Wednesday, is the only gauranteed day that I get to spend all day with J. I look ... [snip!] ... and don't feel like chasing him around we go out and do stuff, but even that seems like too much work. I'm just tired.  ”

cuddle up and watch his favorite show/ movie?? you can rest, hes happy, youre cuddling together....

Quoting Spoonful of Jayson:“ Today, and every other Wednesday, is the only gauranteed day that I get to spend all day with J. I look ... [snip!] ... and don't feel like chasing him around we go out and do stuff, but even that seems like too much work. I'm just tired.  ”

how about you guys lay in bed for like an hour and just relax and read some books until you feel a little better and can play

we try that. he just climbs all over me and tries to crawl off the bed. He's only 11 months (TODAY!), so he does not sit still for very long. He never stops moving.

just like my LO lol