re: how would you feel...

Quoting Barfy McVomitron:“ He's a part of her life, she's a part of his. I know that its a big pill to swallow, but you'll have ... [snip!] ... them anymore, scream into a pillow or something. Jealousy will only eat YOU up. You'll be the only one to suffer from it.”

i'll try. i really will. it's hard. not having carson go there, but having her be like that.

Quoting JiLLYAN.:“ i'll try. i really will. it's hard. not having carson go there, but having her be like that.”

I know its tough but theres nothing to gain from jealousy. Not a thing. If your ex breaks up with her tomorrow, you'll have wasted all that energy for no reason.
If he ends up marrying her, again, you'll have wasted all that energy for no reason.
Either way, the energy you're putting into it by being upset serves you no purpose and doesnt make a lick of difference. She wont change what she does because you make a stink. However, the saying "You catch more flies with honey..." holds true, ya know.