re: I'm not even jealous.

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ Ohhh where at? At least she keeps him away from me”

Well, lol. I lived in Portage but my SO and I split up last week so I am going to be living in Griffith. Right now I'm staying at my moms for a few weeks in Illinois.

~sigh~ because it's the parts of himu fell in love with that still hang on, because there is a sense of property, kinda like that was yours first,

i have an ex from hs and were just friends but i still get the intsy bit jealous...hehe just a lil.....it's obvious i have to look at pics size them up and compare....it's stupid i don't even want to be with him but for some reason i think i'm the best he ever hadkinda feeling?

Quoting AmWay ©:“ ~sigh~ because it's the parts of himu fell in love with that still hang on, because there is a sense ... [snip!] ... and compare....it's stupid i don't even want to be with him but for some reason i think i'm the best he ever hadkinda feeling?”

meee tooooo.. and i hate that feeling

Even though he treated me like shit, I sometimes think I would still put up with it, just to have him in my life. How awful! Like things COULD have worked out really well if he wasn't such a screw up!

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ So why does it still piss me off to see pictures of them together? When I have found better and am so ... [snip!] ... pictures of them together. =/ I wouldn't go back, I have found someone who treats me better yet this crap is driving me crazy..”

Dnt feel bad at all cuz im goin through the same thing me and my BD was together for 3 yrs and when he told me he was goin to Chicago to meet this chicks parents and they might get married in a year it really pissed me off and i wanted to jus f*k him up cuz he still has a peice of my heart and prolly always will.

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ meee tooooo.. and i hate that feeling”

give it a few years it will probebly get better ;)

i know how you feel tho.

I love you tricia-bo-bisha!  

Quoting Mama Jailbait ♥:“ I love you tricia-bo-bisha!  ”

im sure he'll see my default and feel the same way i do right now =]

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ im sure he'll see my default and feel the same way i do right now =]”

eheheheeh  

I JUST NEED TO VENT! Anyone care that I PM them to talk?

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ I JUST NEED TO VENT! Anyone care that I PM them to talk?”

Go ahead and you never told me where you live! lol

Quoting kelli.jo:“ Go ahead and you never told me where you live! lol”

Oh, sorry!!I live in Fort Wayne.

I'll just post here in case anyone else would like to chime in.

I'm just feeling extra emotional tonight, I think partly because my current boyfriend is a dbag..

But I was just sitting here thinking about back when I was pregnant with my son, and realized that my ex (who is my baby's dad) is the only guy who ever felt Brayden's kicks. And for some reason, I just started bawlinggggg. I remember how excited he was and how much he bonded with him immediately just by feeling him kick. It was like a moment of realization. And now he's not in either one of our lives.

I think it bothers me so much because I wish my boyfriend would have been the one to experience all that stuff. He is MUCH more of a father to Brayden and treats me how I should be treated. Yet he missed out..

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ Oh, sorry!!I live in Fort Wayne. I'll just post here in case anyone else would like to chime ... [snip!] ... him immediately just by feeling him kick. It was like a moment of realization. And now he's not in either one of our lives.”

That's hard, because not only do you have your own feelings, but I am sure it's an emotional subject because of your son.

I know it's hard to be strong sometimes, but your son needs mom and dad, if you have to be both roles then so be it. I'm sure you're doing a great job of being both.  

Memories hurt, they do, but in time you will be able to look at them fondly and move on with your life. Honestly.

Quoting Tricia & Brayden ♥:“ So why does it still piss me off to see pictures of them together? When I have found better and am so ... [snip!] ... pictures of them together. =/ I wouldn't go back, I have found someone who treats me better yet this crap is driving me crazy..”

First, I have a son named Brayden too! And my BD left when I was 3 months pg and started dating another girl, who I used to be friends with, well still was until I found out, and now they are having a baby together. Brayden is only 10months old and because of her, he missed out on the whole pregnancy, and the entire first 10 months of his life.
Not a big deal to me, becasue I don't like either one of them, but it makes me sad for Brayden that his "dad" will be experiencing all of the things with the new kid that he neglected with Brayden. I do blame BD, but I blame her more than anyone, since she most likely gave him an ultimaitum about being around me. But whatever, just remember you got the best thing from him and she is sloppy seconds. Period. And she will always be. 2nd best, nothing better.
**and after I had Brayden, he tried and still tries coming back here, to me, or Brayden, whoever, but it is enough to make me wanna puke. Haha