Gone.

It's goneeeee,.

You are not the only one. I feel like this alot some times...

Your not alone. I felt like that since Alessa was around 2 months old. If it wasn't for her, I probably won't be here right now.

My daughter isn't here, I have nothing stopping me but. .the bible says anyone who commits suicide doesn't go to heaven. I want to see my daughter again. That's the only thing stopping me, because I know she's up there watching down on me.

I don't feel this way but I think you should all speak to someone. I think it's imperative and it will benefit you a lot if you talked with a doctor or a counsler. It's not normal to only feel you're alive b/c of your child. :-( Im sorry and GL to you all.

i feel the same way, like tonight also.
nobody has answered my phone calls, and nobody in the house wants anything to do with me.
im sad, and depressed.
Faylynn is the only thing that keeps me going, if i wasn't here..she wouldn't have a mommy. she wouldn't have anyone, her daddy would be around..but it kills her when i run to the store, and she stays with someone. it'd be the end of the world, if mommy never came back

Quoting Alessa's Mommy:“ Your not alone. I felt like that since Alessa was around 2 months old. If it wasn't for her, I probably won't be here right now.”

I'm always thinking that.

Quoting MarchBaby:“ My daughter isn't here, I have nothing stopping me but. .the bible says anyone who commits suicide doesn't ... [snip!] ... heaven. I want to see my daughter again. That's the only thing stopping me, because I know she's up there watching down on me.”

Thats one of the reasons I don't want to give up either. After I die, I want to be in Heaven so when Kaiden dies we'll see each other again.

Quoting LACEYY♥ Faylynns Mo:“ i feel the same way, like tonight also. nobody has answered my phone calls, and nobody in the house ... [snip!] ... it kills her when i run to the store, and she stays with someone. it'd be the end of the world, if mommy never came back”

Kaiden would have my parents, but thi morning when I took him to church and dropped him off in the nursery he cried because I was leaving. I wouldn't want to put him through that and never come back.

Quoting Ashley&Kaiden:“ I'm always thinking that.”

It's horrible to think that way, but this is ALWAYS running threw my mind. I hate it soooo much. Josh helps sometimes as well, but I still can't help but wish I wasn't around anymore and that Alessa had a better life then the one she has with us.

Quoting Ashley&Kaiden:“ Like the only reason they're alive is because of their baby? It sounds so bad, but if it wasn't for my ... [snip!] ... I usually don't feel liek this but tonight its full force. So does/has anyone felt like this? Please say I'm not alone. ”

My son isn't even born yet and i feel that way theres a reason i became pregnant when i did and today i feel it even more if it wasn't fpr him i would have gave up

Quoting Alessa's Mommy:“ It's horrible to think that way, but this is ALWAYS running threw my mind. I hate it soooo much. Josh ... [snip!] ... well, but I still can't help but wish I wasn't around anymore and that Alessa had a better life then the one she has with us.”

I don't think Kaiden has a bad life. Its just my life could be better. I haven't had a phone call in god knows when just because no one cares enough to call. IUts not just that, there are a lot of other things.