My Story for anyone considering abortion please read!!!

hello today is october 30 2009,
I am 9 weeks pregnant due may 15. I am 21 years old and i ahve a 1 year old son.when you first go to planned parenthood they will give you an ultrasound if you are before 9 weeks you can choose to take two pills to make you misscarriage,then you will have counciling they will tell you about the procedure then you will make an appointment for the abortion if thats what you choose.
MY STORY:
today is my appointment for the abortion im nevous and scared and really want to keep my baby but my family said they will not talk with me if i choose to keep it!I arrive at planned parenthood and a councilor calls me to the room i go and they have me sign a few papers.Then i go into the waiting room shorty after they call me upstairs here they did my ultrasound they had me undress waist down then then put the toungs in me to open my vigina im nervous sad scared they sid you will feel a few pinches all i had taken in the counciling room was ibprophen!I feel the pinches ouch it hurts i say two more and you wont feel nothing were numming the cervix after the two pinches i feel the worst pain in my life felt like someone stabbing my cervix STOP PLEASE i screamed crying STOP only a few more minutes they said STOP OUCH i felt that pain for about 10 minutes and cannot stop thnking about it or crying!once they start it doesnt matter how much you scream cry tell them to stop they wont think about your decision hard moms im depressed sad been crying all day... i will never go through it again and i will never recommend it after all this you are going to be very emotional and wish you could take it back do adoption yes you might not want someone else caring for your baby but you can be in your baby's life and have someone who is married went to college care for your child.....I'v been crying for almost 5 hours now emotionally messed up inside!all because i didnt make a good decision!if you go on the website goggle at the top of the page type in baby to adopt then click search then look for the add about us kathy&daniel there is a great family looking to adopt they have been on the news in the paper been married for a long period been looking to adopt many years!look it up please...

Im sorry your family forced you into that.

I can tell your upset because I had a hard time understanding the story.
But I did get the jist of it.
I am very very sorry that you are unhappy with the decision you made.
Maybe it will help for you to go snuggle with your son?

 

sorry honey

That.. honestly made me feel sick.

I'm so, so sorry you had to go through that.

dang I'm sorry.

Im really sorry momma that you had to go through that

I'm so sorry momma that your family forced you into that..

I would personally would never do that i wouldn't care if the whole world would turn the back on me!!!

I know your extremely hurt & im sorry that you had to go through that. Your parents should be ashamed of themselves for making you feel as if that was your only option. I agree with the other mommy, snuggle with your son & just make sure you don't get put in that situation again. Good Luck hun.

Wow I am so sorry to hear that. I have heard of many instances where the abortion was in some way or another forced on the mother who may have changed her mind or care was refused for a baby who was passed still alive. I hope you can find some peace, and as traumatic as it was for you, I would encourage you to talk to a counselor or someone who can offer you some advice on how to move past this decision. Good luck to you, hun. Thanks for sharing your story.

im sorry ma'ma keep ur head held high girl

OP, I know you're upset and hurting. However, I seem to recall you telling everyone in a thread a few weeks ago that you couldn't afford to have another child. You never said anything about your parents making you choose.

Dear *wicked Mama*
It doesnt matter wha she said in the past, she made a mistake and im sure would take it back given the chance. she told her story in order to find some comfort in others and help anyone in the same position and if you don have any comforting words for her then you shouldnt have posted anything. It doesnt matter what she said before she regrets it now and your only concern is making her feel worse.

And for the brave girl that told this story i am very sorry for everything you have gone through. Obviously you regret your decision and just know that you are not alone. I also admire you for wanting to warn others of this by telling your story, you might have helped someone in a great way!!!Time heals all wounds and just know that that baby was too good for this world! Be strong! <3

OP, I'm sorry.
I know what you mean...the pain ((physically)) is horrible, worst I've ever felt.
And I'm sorry that is wasn't your decsion. All things get better with time...

I'm sorry your family forced you into that situation.