30 weeks...

Don't get me wrong... I'm very happy that I'm getting my little girl and I wouldn't have her if my first pregnancy had stuck. However, out of curiosity I decided to see how far along I would be... I'd be 30 weeks even today. Now I'm sad... I miss my first bub. I wish I could've had both of them.

Quoting Eisley's Mama ♥:“ Don't get me wrong... I'm very happy that I'm getting my little girl and I wouldn't have her if my first ... [snip!] ... how far along I would be... I'd be 30 weeks even today. Now I'm sad... I miss my first bub. I wish I could've had both of them.”

i know what you mean. you always remember the one you lost.if i hadnt lost mine i wouldnt have natalie and shes my world! i wouldnt change it for the world!

Quoting I ♥ Natalie:“ i know what you mean. you always remember the one you lost.if i hadnt lost mine i wouldnt have natalie and shes my world! i wouldnt change it for the world!”

I know, I wouldn't give my little girl up for anything... but there's always that "what if" factor in the back of my mind...

I hear you on this...before i got pregnant with this baby i found the month b4 i was pregnant and due Jan. 6th. We were so excited and my hubby told ALL of our family...a week later i miscarried and later found out it was a chemical pregnancy. 4 weeks later i got another BFP. and am now due Feb 10th with another boy....i find myself going to the tickers and putting in my old due date just to see how far id be and id be almost 30 weeks as well...its crazy how life works sometimes....i sometimes wonder if that baby would have been the girl i wanted but i wouldnt change having another boy for anything its just those what ifs like you said.