im a failure

i feel like the lowest of the low. I love my daughter more than anything but at the same time the longer that she is in her paternal grandparent's ( voluntary & temporary) custody the more seperated i feel from my daughter. My situation fucking sucks. Im not looking for any sympathy or anyone to tell me what to do, im just stuck until i can do what i have to do and get thru college & save up my money so that way i can have a nice, spacious place where we can live together. I am beyond depressed, everyday at work i see families walking by with their babies (i work at a grocery store) and i wish that i was a better mother. I haven't seen my daughter in a week. I bought her a Halloween costume; she's going to be a pumpkin, last week i took her to a pumpkin patch and i bought her a bunch of little baby-sized pumpkins & she loved them. I just want to break down and cry. I don't know what else to do.

Why don't you have custody?
Sorry momma.

I'm sorry mama. ((hugs))

Quoting JAGER MEISTER.:“ Why don't you have custody? Sorry momma.”

 

Quoting JAGER MEISTER.:“ Why don't you have custody? Sorry momma.”

 

Hey if you need to talk PM me. My parents basically raised my son starting from age 2 but now he lives with me. I know its rough momma but just think your getting your act together so you 2 can have a better life!