one year.. how did you do it?

today is one year since i lost my baby girl, avrie grace, at 19w6d gestation.. im very lost and not sure what to do with myself today. i have no idea how i have gotten through this past year, because i feel like i dont even want to live. to make matters even better, tomorrow is my 2nd daughter, brynna's, due date.. and she is not here anymore either  

i just dont know how to handle today. i feel like just sleeping all day, but i know thats not helping.

i just miss my girls  

im sorry for you loss.
Do something in memory of them. Let balloons go or something. 
Livs birthday is saturday, we are putting a memorial in the newpaper, letting balloons go, and having a little birthday party for her. 

I am sorry for your loss. Do what feels right for you.

I am so Sorry for ur lost, I know how u feel cause I been thru the same thing u been thru but usually, when I feel down I call my friend and I talk about how I am feeling and when I do that it makes me feel better cause when u have true friends they are always there to give to comfort and advice at time but mainly they are there to be there for u... I just wanna say that I will pray for u and that I shall ask the Lord to give u strength and that I shall ask the Lord to Blessed u of what ur heart desire..It shall come to past, cause with him anything is possible thru his son Jesus Christ.. Sorry if I am getting a spiritual on u, keep ur head up and everything will be ok.