a little bummed, just need get it out

so i always thought pregnancy is a beautiful thing and the happiest time, but lately it doesnt seem like that with me. Im almost 7 months pregnant and love my little girl already, and i have a wonderful fiance, and i wouldnt change any of this for the world but why do i not feel that great? Like since i got pregnant my relationship seems to be going downhill, and its my fault i think.. im extremely jealous over nothing, and i nag alot and flip out over little things. i mean little things that usually wouldnt bother someone bother me really bad. ive always been a jealous person but its like now that i feel like twice the size i was before and i now have random acne that comes out of nowhere, and my hair is always a mess even if i take the time to fix it, and i just dont feel pretty or anything anymore. i feel ugly and fat and just i dont know.. its gotten way worse! Im so tired of clutter in my little apartment, i want to just go through it and throw everything that is useless away and start fresh.. i always feel like this place is nasty but i get so tired of cleaning it up. Im tired of crying over every little thing.. it feels as if its a daily occasion for me.. I really just wish i could have one day where i look good and feel good and i could have my relationship back with my fiance.. sorry for the long drawn out whining about life.. I just wonder if anyone else is the same or has any good advice?

You sound pregnant.  

Try to get some time for you at least once a day. To just shut the door from everything and take a nap, take a bath, read a book, or anything that may relax you.

Quoting SarahAnn:“ You sound pregnant.   Try to get some time for you at least once a day. To just shut the door from everything and take a nap, take a bath, read a book, or anything that may relax you.”

 

thank you  .. i know i sound a little stupid but its my first time being pregnant and i guess i just dont know how to cope with things sometimes, i let things build up until i just cry and have a mental overload or something!