this shouldn't be so hard!

I have 15 or so lbs to lose.

ive lost about 80 since i had kaleb 19 mths ago..
you'd think i'd be some sort of expert by now but over the last 19 mths it was more of a lose 10-20 lbs over a few mths thenstop... repeat til all 80 was gone... it wasnt a constant battle for 19 mths straight.. i'd say id had more 'off' months of not losing or watching what i was doing than 'dieting' months...

but i REALLY want to lose the last 15.
tone up.
get my shit together.
i need help.
i fell back in love w/ food.
i fell back in love w/ my couch.
well to be honest i never excersised. all that 80 lbs was diet.
but i know im going to be giggly regardless unless i work out...
i need to do this.
im okay w/ myself to a point.. w clothes ON... clothes off i feel disgusting and i dont want that anymore. i wana feel hot, damnit!


HELP ME.
this is really hard.... and it shouldn't be.
it should be easy for me.... why isn't it!!

Maybe try a dvd? I have a pilates DVD that I have to MAKE myself get up and do. Its cut into 10 minute segments so its not that bad.

You arent disgusting! I garuntee it! Would you like a picture of me for motivation, lol...This is what you could look like, if you dont get your shit together! HAH.

80 pounds ? are you serious


THAT IS AMAZING.

what kind of diet have you been on..

im starting one as soon as i have baby.

Quoting Zooka✿19 days:“ 80 pounds ? are you serious THAT IS AMAZING. what kind of diet have you been on.. im starting one as soon as i have baby.”

yeah... well the first 1/2 was baby and water lol... probably only lost 40 on my own... 80 lbs since delivery day.


but yeah it wasn't much of a diet.. i would just get super motivated.. eat super healthy... small portions.. lots of water.... do good for 10 lbs then stop ... SOMEhow i never gained any back when i'd stop except last holiday season i gained 10 back but idk... i need that burst of motivation again... bad.

Quoting Kilah*Twins R' Us*:“ Maybe try a dvd? I have a pilates DVD that I have to MAKE myself get up and do. Its cut into 10 minute segments so its not that bad.”

i need to MAKE myself... but i hate waking up early =[ LOL i already wake up at 530.. i'd have to wake up at 5am to do a work out.. which really sucks. i could do it at the end of the day i guess but thats my time alone in peace w/ out the kids awake.

i need to stop being so lazy!

Quoting LoveMyChubbyBubby:“ i need to MAKE myself... but i hate waking up early =[ LOL i already wake up at 530.. i'd have to wake ... [snip!] ... do it at the end of the day i guess but thats my time alone in peace w/ out the kids awake. i need to stop being so lazy!”

Ususally my son is awake by 6, so he'll watch me do it. The DVD comes with resistance bands so he'll grab the bands with makes me work harder 

I'll get a work out, he'll think its a game. lol

Quoting LoveMyChubbyBubby:“ yeah... well the first 1/2 was baby and water lol... probably only lost 40 on my own... 80 lbs since ... [snip!] ... any back when i'd stop except last holiday season i gained 10 back but idk... i need that burst of motivation again... bad.”

i think you look pretty good,but if you want to lose that last 15 then go for it !!

motivation could be lose it by holiday time then the family can see you and say WOW you look great !