re: I just want to cry..

Quoting ☆Heather☆:“ It helps and it doesnt in a way. Its so irrating that they just say it happened because of "bad luck" When will that stop?”

I know what you mean on the "Bad luck" thing. I heard it 7 freaking times. I know mine didn't go as far as yours, but it still pissed me off. I hated when I would see stupid girls getting pregnant and not taking care of their kids like they should and then I would lose my babies, kids that I wanted and loved right away. I used to get angry and ask God why people like that were even born with a uterus when women like me and others who would make great moms were either losing their babies or couldn't even get pregnant. I never got my answer, and to be honest I still felt that way the very day I got my positive. I had made up my mind that I wanted a hysto because I was done with the physical, emotional and mental anguish that I was putting myself through.

It sucks mama, and I wish at some point when I was going through all the miscarriages and infertility issues that I had found a secret way to mend a broken heart and take away the hurt of losing a child because I would have shared that secret with you in a heartbeat, but I don't know anything. I wish I could say something that would make it all make sense, but I can't. All I can do is be here for you if you need to vent and be angry. I won't take it personal because if I had said some of the things I felt to anyone other than my husband, I doubt anyone could have handled it.   So if you ever need to just get everything out just send me a pm. Sometimes its not what people can say that helps, its them listening and letting you get it all out.

I may not know you IRL, but my heart breaks when you are hurting like this.   I hope and pray it does get easier for you, but most of all, I hope you get a beautiful, healthy baby in the near future.   Big hugs mama.

Quoting ☆Heather☆:“ I want my belly back, I want to be nauseous, I want to have vag and hip pain... I want my pregnancy back Ill never understand. I just hope one day I can carry another baby full term”

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The reason i dont want to try againi couldnt take losing other baby ...:/

your so strong heather!!!!!

Quoting ♥Blessed mommy:“ <33333333333333333 The reason i dont want to try againi couldnt take losing other baby ...:/ your so strong heather!!!!!”

Thats what Troy was telling me last night when we were talking about it.

He was like so when do you want to start trying for another.....

We talked for a little bit and he is just afraid of something happening again