My Birthday - And everythiing is all wrong.

While tomorrow should have been such a happy day, i find myself associating it with everything that is going on in my life, and it's not good.

I will be 24 years old tommorrow. I just found out a couple of nights ago, i am pregnant with my second child at the worst possible time in our lives. We can not afford another child, i am not ready to have another newborn (Noah is only 15 months), and i honestly do not feel that i am emotionally ready to bring another child into this world and care for it.

So here i am, on the eve of my birthday, preparing to tell my fiance that i am pregnant, and talking about one of the hardest decisions that i have ever had to come up with in my life.

This is not how i want to remember my birthday.

You can do it mama it will be hard get financial aid and remember he will be over 2 before the baby comes and possibly out of diapers.

Quoting MandyLoo:“ While tomorrow should have been such a happy day, i find myself associating it with everything that is ... [snip!] ... of the hardest decisions that i have ever had to come up with in my life. This is not how i want to remember my birthday.”

aww honey i know this seems like such a tough time but i hope your fiance can understand it isn't your fault & it was an honest accident.....i hope your birthday can still be celebrated happily  

You can do it!! Iam 24 expecting my 2nd...it's really not that easy on us financially either...but we are gonna make it & so will you!! Where there is a will there is a way!!

everything happens for a reason...keep your chin up. i know it seems crazy, but it can, and will, work out for the best   happy birthday mama!

BTW Happy Birthday!!!!!