The Twins - 14 weeks early
posted 14th Oct
monday was typical, just like any other day. i brought my son to daycare and then went to work. i was sitting at my desk and noticed a contraction. they continued randomly for the rest of the day. i had four within an hour, so i called my OB and was told that if they get to 10 minutes apart, then to call again. they didn't get any closer, so i picked up my son and we went home.
i used the restroom when i got home and noticed a lot of mucus in my panties, and automatically thought it was my plug. i called my OB again and was told that if i wasn't having the contractions, to just call in the morning and ask to be seen. listening to my body, i knew something wasn't right.
i drove to the hospital, just to ensure that everything was okay and to give me peace of mind. i got to the triage and they hooked me up to the monitors. the nurse told me i was having contractions, and they were about 5-7 minutes apart.
at that point, i wasn't too worried and thought that they would just stop the contractions and i could go home.
the doctor came in and wanted to do a speculum exam to see where the mucus was coming from. he stuck it in, but immediately took it back out. i knew that something was horribly wrong then. he checked my cervix for dilation and told me i was 5cm dilated. i immediately began crying, hysterically.
the hospital at my town has a NICU, but it was not equipped to handle babies born at 26 weeks. i was informed that i would be rushed via ambulance to a hospital in denver. i was given a shot of steroids and a pill to stop the contractions.
i arrived to the hospital in denver and i was just in shock at this point. the doctor came in and introduced herself and i answered what seemed to be 100 questions. she checked me and said that my bag of waters was bulging through my cervix, which was now a 5-6. she placed my body in the bed so i was a bit upside down and so that gravity was working for us. they let me sleep from about 3am - 6am. the contractions came a bit more steadily, but i was too frightened to say anything.
the doctor entered the room right at 6am, and checked my cervix again. i was hoping for good news, but she said that i was fully dilated. the babies were both breech, so i was rushed and prepped for an emergency c-section.
i was strapped to the table in the operating room and felt the pressure and the tugging. despite this, all i could think about was the babies. i hoped that they would be born alive, thriving and strong.
the babies were pulled out and taken right away to the NICU. i was sewn up and taken to the recovery room, knowing nothing about them except that they were a boy and a girl.
when my time was served in the recovery room, i was wheeled in my bed over to the NICU to see the babies. they are absolutely beautiful, tiny, and perfect. their parents are on a plane right now, a 14 hour flight to come and be with them.
the babies are officially one day old!!!
i woke up a few minutes ago and am about to go see them after i've pumped. i've been pumping and yesterday i got 6 syringes worth of colostrum. the babies have NG tubes right now, so they can't take it yet, but i want to make sure they have enough.
i'm feeling okay. they've taken out my catheter and they said that the IV can come out soon. i can actually walk today, but i think these pain pills are helping a lot.
i had a classical c-section (vertical cut) because of the size of the babies. i'm too scared to look at my incision. the doctor who performed my cesarean came in and i asked her what she thought went wrong. with my son, i was dilated to a 2 at 36 weeks. i also had a LEEP procedure 4 years ago. based on that, she is saying i must have had an incompetent cervix. :confused: i just wish that my OB would have checked me at my appointment last tuesday, but i can't keep thinking or i should have done this or i should have done that. this helps to affirm that there was nothing i could have done differently to keep these little ones in.
please pray for these little fighters, born at 26 weeks.
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Thoughts and prayers!!
Maybe it's because I'm pregnant myself and super emotional, but I totally shed a tear or two when I read "their parents are on a plane right now, a 14 hour flight to come and be with them." - that is too sweet.. and scary for them I am sure.
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