I am miserable.

I just took a Clearblue pregnancy test and the result was Pregnant. I am shaking, my heart is going 300 miles an hour and I can't even swallow without my throat hurting so badly. I called my "boyfriend" ( we were together but aren't official right now for stupid reasons ) and told him and he was like Don't worry I'll take care of it. Ok, that's NOT the problem. Do you think I want to go through this AGAIN? I just had an abortion 3 months ago. I have been with this guy for 6 months. My ex and I were together for 3 years and NOT once was I ever pregnant. I used BC on/off during that time but usually it was unprotected and no issues. After the abortion 3 months I used BC for like a month but then I didn't have insurance any longer so I couldn't get it. I know we could use condoms I am not stupid, but we didn't. Now I feel like I never want to have sex with him without them again. I wish I could just use birth control again. Ugh. Anyway when I spoke to him before he's like you want to have it? WHAT? I was just like shut up I don't want to talk about this right now. I know he really doesn't mean it the first thing out of his mouth was he'll take care of it. I know I can't have a baby but I am just so extremely depressed that I have to be in this situation so soon after. I seriously want to die right now.

Considered adoption?

I will adopt the baby! Seriously.

adoption is an option

You played the game, suck it up and pay the price. Don't kill your baby because you can't protect yourself or keep your legs closed

Quoting TheAirForceWife *catface*:“ You played the game, suck it up and pay the price. Don't kill your baby because you can't protect yourself or keep your legs closed”

   VERY well put.

Quoting Mari. ❤:“ I just took a Clearblue pregnancy test and the result was Pregnant. I am shaking, my heart is going 300 ... [snip!] ... baby but I am just so extremely depressed that I have to be in this situation so soon after. I seriously want to die right now.”

You just had an abortion and then you had unprotected sex which resulted in another pregnancy? And you are looking for sympathy? Rigghhttt....

Honestly, I have. But, I drink a lot and I smoke. I'm also scared that the baby would not be healthy because of this.

Quoting TheAirForceWife *catface*:“ You played the game, suck it up and pay the price. Don't kill your baby because you can't protect yourself or keep your legs closed”

I agree!! I am pro choice but dont use abortion as a form of bc. You JUST went through this so you should of been SUPER careful.

Quoting Mari. ❤:“ Honestly, I have. But, I drink a lot and I smoke. I'm also scared that the baby would not be healthy because of this.”

Well no shit sherlock. Stop doing both... what a concept

Quoting PO-PO.:“ You just had an abortion and then you had unprotected sex which resulted in another pregnancy? And you are looking for sympathy? Rigghhttt....”

I'm not looking for sympathy actually. After I had the abortion I was on birth control but after I didn't have health insurance so I couldn't get birth control.

Quoting Mari. ❤:“ Honestly, I have. But, I drink a lot and I smoke. I'm also scared that the baby would not be healthy because of this.”

Then stop?

Don't do abortion.. please.. I mean.. I know it is your body so your choice, but there are thousands of couples out there who would adopt your baby and give him/her a loving home... adoption is the best choice

Quoting Mari. ❤:“ Honestly, I have. But, I drink a lot and I smoke. I'm also scared that the baby would not be healthy because of this.”

Stop doing both and everything will be fine.

Quoting Mari. ❤:“ I'm not looking for sympathy actually. After I had the abortion I was on birth control but after I didn't have health insurance so I couldn't get birth control.”

Condoms.