re: Wanna know a secret?

Quoting Ravey Candyass:“ Secret: I feel like everyone is against me. Even my own family. I feel alone. All I have is my daughter. ... [snip!] ... All I have is my daughter. I've thought about running away. Starting new. Just leaving my life behind and starting all over.”

i share that feeling sometimes. Its hard sometimes. I hope it gets better for you

Quoting BoogasMilkTap(BASM):“ I'M DEATHLY AFRAID OF STUFF IN MY SHOES!! EVER SINCE I WAS 9 AND SAW ARACHNAPHOBIA I'VE HAD TO TAP OUT ... [snip!] ... MY SHOES BEFORE I PUT THEM ON EVEN IF I JUST TOOK THEM OFF 2 MINS BEFORE   I'm sooooo embarrassed of this!   ”

I do this!

could i please have the login to the secret account?

Could i get the log in info please

Quoting baileyxo [bgfm]:“ ^^^ I know. It's really sad. But I can't fucking stand her, and she's just using my dad, and then she makes my life hell.”

i know how u feel hunny i have someone that is in my family actually 2 people that have hurt me so badly i will never forgive them . there actions proved what scum they are at my grandmothers funeral. i wasnt allowd to be up front with the family or recognized as family at the wake either. it hurt my grandmother was special to me i lived with her all my life. because my aunt and uncle dont like me i deserve to be treated like no one it hurt today. i didnt go for them i went for my grandmother

Quoting Alissa (lissapfa):“ I do this!”

I shake my shoes and hit them on the wall before putting them on, as well. I've never seen so many spiders in one house as I have since moving here. We keep our shoes in our closet on a shoe rack and it makes me nervous as hell. Shit, if I were a spider the first placed I'd go was somewhere cool and dark.

Quoting ღYouSuckButt [BASM]:“ I shake my shoes and hit them on the wall before putting them on, as well. I've never seen so many spiders ... [snip!] ... on a shoe rack and it makes me nervous as hell. Shit, if I were a spider the first placed I'd go was somewhere cool and dark.”

I do the same thing..and it's not only because we have spiders but because when my brother was little he got stung by a scorpion that was in his shoe when he put it on 

Quoting Mama Short:“ I've had some emotional issues PP, I think it's PPD. I would talk to you if you want. How have you been feeling?”

thanks I really appreciate it! well last night I looked up symptoms of it and really I don't do the "normal" depressed things..It's more like constant anxiety, felling worthless, fear of harming my LO..stuff like that...
what have you felt like?

Quoting Brittany&Lily[EBFB][FFMB]:“ thanks I really appreciate it! well last night I looked up symptoms of it and really I don't do the ... [snip!] ... things..It's more like constant anxiety, felling worthless, fear of harming my LO..stuff like that... what have you felt like?”

I guess it's more o anxiety now. Just on edge all the time, anxious, can't relax, always worrying, emotions are up and down. But when I first delivered it was more of what you're describing, anger, frustration, wanting my LO to be quiet and being scared because I knew I could hurt him but I didn't want to. It's weird.

Quoting Mama Short:“ I guess it's more o anxiety now. Just on edge all the time, anxious, can't relax, always worrying, emotions ... [snip!] ... frustration, wanting my LO to be quiet and being scared because I knew I could hurt him but I didn't want to. It's weird.”

yeah that's pretty much how I'm feeling..with the anxiety too..
how do you cope?

secret: I cant wait to move out of this place in January. It sucks here. I dont htink I could be happy here, unless things changed drastically. im sick of the hypocrisy and always being made into the bad guy... I just hope I can make it til January...

Not so much a secret. - I hate but I love my husband, and Im unhappy.. but im afraid to leave.

Quoting *Sarah*OSG*WLB*FSB*:“ Not so much a secret. - I hate but I love my husband, and Im unhappy.. but im afraid to leave.”

<3 I loves you.

Quoting ღYouSuckButt [BASM]:“ <3 I loves you.”

I talk about it so much. I know im a strong person, but why is walking away so hard when the shit I put up with, i shouldnt have to?

Quoting *Sarah*OSG*WLB*FSB*:“ I talk about it so much. I know im a strong person, but why is walking away so hard when the shit I put up with, i shouldnt have to?”

Because you love him and miss when things were perfect. You guys still have good times, so it's hard to let go, even if the bad times outweigh the good.