re: Wanna know a secret?

secret:
I don't want to post certain threads on here cause I'm scared of the responses I'll probably get..  the girls on here can get real ugly

Quoting Brittany&Lily[EBFB][FFMB]:“ secret: I don't want to post certain threads on here cause I'm scared of the responses I'll probably get..  the girls on here can get real ugly”

Im the same way... There is ALOT I wont say on here for fear of what others will say in response.

Quoting Just Smiling to Smile.:“ Im the same way... There is ALOT I wont say on here for fear of what others will say in response.”

phewwwwwwww glad to know I'm not the only one! hahaha

Secret-I'm totally lost in life.I dont know what to do with myself. I cant get over the past.I make too many mistakes. I never do anything right.Its alays my fault.Im the one to blame. Truely my daughter is the only reason I'm here right now. Even sometimes that's hard. I scared I wont give her the life I want her to have, the one I never had. I wake up to see her smile. If I didn't have that I'd have NOTHING.

Quoting CUNTtastic:“ Secret-I'm totally lost in life.I dont know what to do with myself. I cant get over the past.I make too ... [snip!] ... give her the life I want her to have, the one I never had. I wake up to see her smile. If I didn't have that I'd have NOTHING.”

I feel the same way alot of the time.. And i also wake my kids up to see a smile or hear i love you from my son.

Quoting Mara:“ it's not petty. it's frustrating. it's unjust. it sucks that 14 year old gang-banging wannabes get ... [snip!] ... gang-banging wannabes get pregnant and perfectly marvelous women don't. mother nature's a bitch. let's not pretend otherwise.”

    story of my life.

Quoting Brittany&Lily[EBFB][FFMB]:“ phewwwwwwww glad to know I'm not the only one! hahaha”

I feel the same way!

Quoting D335 NUT$™:“ ”

I'm sorry mama. I hope that you can beat your anorexia once and for all.

Quoting Amy ♥ Ashton {30+}:“ I'm sorry mama. I hope that you can beat your anorexia once and for all.”

Thank you...

Quoting Amy ♥ Ashton {30+}:“ I'm sorry mama. I hope that you can beat your anorexia once and for all.”

Me too!Ialso had anorexia and sometimes still relapse 

I never had anorexia in the stereotypical way, but I did have anorexia induced by medication. I weighed all of 96 pounds, and thought I looked great. Now I am over 130 can't lose my baby weight and unfortunately I feel huge even if I am not.

Quoting Amy ♥ Ashton {30+}:“ I never had anorexia in the stereotypical way, but I did have anorexia induced by medication. I weighed ... [snip!] ... pounds, and thought I looked great. Now I am over 130 can't lose my baby weight and unfortunately I feel huge even if I am not.”

Right now I weigh 125 and feel like shit.  

I adore my brother and sister. I love them to death. But I shouldn't be raising them. My parents should. They screwed me up and I was scared it would happen to them. So I fought for legalguardianshipand won. I wish my mom and dad would grow up and look after their kids. I'm 21 and I am done college and own a house that is fully paid off... I just want to enjoy it with my SO and want some alone time with him... not always have a house full of teenagers. I would never kick out my brother or sister... and I am glad they are with me....but I just wish somedays that I didnt have to care for them.

Quoting D335 NUT$™:“ Right now I weigh 125 and feel like shit.   ”

I hear you... I would even love 105 that I was pre pregnancy, now I feel like I may be fat the rest of my life.