I miss my daughter :(

I know that people on here will say things & judge me, but I'm okay with that. I've explained my situation to some on here, but I will explain it again for those who don't know. I gave up temporary custody of my daughter a little while ago. me and her father broke up, at that time i was living with his parents & my daughter. Since me and him didn't work out, I found someone 100% better. I had to move out of his parent's house, and moved in with my current bf. Mylah is now in the care of her paternal grandparents. I couldn't have her move into my bf's house because its 'too crowded' according to DCF. So right now I'm working two jobs & trying to save up for my own apartment because i NEED my daughter back.

I am supposed to get her back when the year of temp. custody is up, and I plan on doing everything I can to make sure I can give her everything she needs . I'm in such a crappy situation & it sucks. I barely have time to see her because now I'm working all the time but I know its for the better. I love her to death and I know i made the right decision for her . But her grandmother brought her to my work today & i got to see her for a little while.. it broke my heart though and it makes me want to start bawling... When Mylah saw me she screamed out 'Mommyyyyyy!!' and I went over to give her a hug and she clinged on to me and wouldn't let me go   and I picked her up out of the shopping cart and she started getting all excited and giving me the ''mmmm mwah' kisses on my cheek . I really need her back, soon .... it's tearing me apart  

Quoting CrazyMess(6 weeks):“ I know that people on here will say things & judge me, but I'm okay with that. I've explained my ... [snip!] ... all excited and giving me the ''mmmm mwah' kisses on my cheek . I really need her back, soon .... it's tearing me apart  ”

oo i'm so sorry everything will get better dont worry.

Quoting GoT mIlK? i Do! EBFB:“ oo i'm so sorry everything will get better dont worry.”

Yeah it's just that I love her so much and she has more love for me than anyone else . Even though shes around her grandparents all the time I know she wants her mommy back too =[ pregnancy hormones + my situation = me really depressed

loads of hugs! im really sorry to hear that it made me wanna cry  . it was a very brave thing u did and NO-ONE should judge u for doing it, u r doin it for the better not the worse. i hope all goes well with gettin somewhere keep up dating so we all no how it goes   i will pray u will get some where and get her back x

Quoting CrazyMess(6 weeks):“ Yeah it's just that I love her so much and she has more love for me than anyone else . Even though shes ... [snip!] ... her grandparents all the time I know she wants her mommy back too =[ pregnancy hormones + my situation = me really depressed”

You'll get her back soon enough. ur working ur tale off to do it.

Quoting Deli16888:“ loads of hugs! im really sorry to hear that it made me wanna cry  . it was a very brave thing u did ... [snip!] ... goes well with gettin somewhere keep up dating so we all no how it goes   i will pray u will get some where and get her back x”

Thank you so much... I don't exactly believe in god but I do really really appreciate when someone says they will pray for me. It makes me feel like there is hope in this crappy situation and things will turn out to be okay .

Quoting GoT mIlK? i Do! EBFB:“ You'll get her back soon enough. ur working ur tale off to do it.”

Thank you, I really needed to hear that. I appreciate the support I get on this site because even though my bf is very supportive of me, he can't really get the full picture like the other mothers on this site can. It's very different being a mother .

Quoting CrazyMess(6 weeks):“ Thank you, I really needed to hear that. I appreciate the support I get on this site because even though ... [snip!] ... of me, he can't really get the full picture like the other mothers on this site can. It's very different being a mother .”

yes it is very diffrent. thats why i like this site to because moms know what we are talking about and know somewhat on how we are feeling. i sure do pray and hope you get her back soon. you sound like a wonderful mother to me.

Quoting GoT mIlK? i Do! EBFB:“ yes it is very diffrent. thats why i like this site to because moms know what we are talking about and ... [snip!] ... know somewhat on how we are feeling. i sure do pray and hope you get her back soon. you sound like a wonderful mother to me.”

Thank you so much.