vent

ugh my life is so worthless..everything to getting to me I'm ready to give it up...It seems like everything I want and work hard for is all for nothing...my relationship is in shambles...i'm fat..and everyone is happy but me!!

1. i'm sure you all know my fiance cheated on me after being together for 5years and although we are trying to work it out it is still very hard for to to get over the facts

2. i started to diet and exercise and lost 10lbs and now I gained 3 of those 10lbs and I just feel like giving up

3. I'm not a jealous person at all ! i just want to be happy like everyone else...well my ex roommate just got married yesterday after being with her fiance for a year..I'm very happy for her yet I feel like a failure..here i am 5years into a relationship and all i get is a cheating man? as far as looks and personality are concerned i'm better than she is! I lived with her shes a mess she doesn't clean and hardly ever showers..so why does she deserve happiness over me?

i'm ready to go into a bad neighborhood wearing the wrong colors and hoping i get shot dead..thanx 4 reading

hang in there girly...everyone goes thru their rough times...u just gotta go thru hell to get to happiness...it always works out in the end..as for ur cheating man..id cut his balls off lol

1st off clam down everybody deserves happiness. Your time will come mama and as far as your fiance goes if I was you I'd brand my name on his "you know who" so that way ever time he even thinks about messing up he'll remind damn she owns me.