so im feeling quite hateful

and my friend said i could vent to her, and i said that if my son dies im pretty sure i will hate god for the rest of my life. and she told me that i cant hate god...and im pretty sure i could

Humm.....Okay?

Quoting luke and joes moma:“ and my friend said i could vent to her, and i said that if my son dies im pretty sure i will hate god for the rest of my life. and she told me that i cant hate god...and im pretty sure i could”

 

Im sorry you are feeling this way. I will keep you and your LO in my prayers if you would like.

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Quoting luke and joes moma:“ and my friend said i could vent to her, and i said that if my son dies im pretty sure i will hate god for the rest of my life. and she told me that i cant hate god...and im pretty sure i could”

What is wrong with your son? I lost 2 daughters (i knwo not the same as a child that has been alive) but God has been there for my family so much. I hope you don't lose faith!

Your son is not going to die.  I'm sorry you feel that way.  Keep your head up, he'll be out of the NICU before you know it.  I'm sure he's a tough little guy.

If your son is dying, I'm very sorry... I just had to look @ your past posts for this one to make sense... But don't hate God honey.. if He brought you to it, He'll bring you through it... He will carry you through these tough times

I'm so sorry that you feel this way mama. Your LO will be home & you will be so happy! Just keep your head up & keep your faith!

Quoting luke and joes moma:“ and my friend said i could vent to her, and i said that if my son dies im pretty sure i will hate god for the rest of my life. and she told me that i cant hate god...and im pretty sure i could”

You can feel however the hell you please. If she hasn't ever lost a child, then she can't tell you how to feel.

Quoting Talvari:“ You can feel however the hell you please. If she hasn't ever lost a child, then she can't tell you how to feel.”

Even if she has lost a child she can't tell her how to feel.

Quoting !Bring on the baby bump!:“ What is wrong with your son? I lost 2 daughters (i knwo not the same as a child that has been alive) but God has been there for my family so much. I hope you don't lose faith!”

he is in the nicu, for prematurity and he is doing better im just being stupidly depressed bout it

Quoting luke and joes moma:“ he is in the nicu, for prematurity and he is doing better im just being stupidly depressed bout it”

Well you're not being stupid.....you are just coping in your own way. How early was he born?

I'm sorry---i feel bad that you're going through a rough time---BUT I don't believe that you can just love god one minute and HATE him the next. That's not the way it works.

Quoting ♥sheilalynn♥:“ I'm sorry---i feel bad that you're going through a rough time---BUT I don't believe that you can just love god one minute and HATE him the next. That's not the way it works.”

Lose a child and your opinion might change. Usually you are just angry at the world but it happens a lot. I hope to God you don't ever have to find out.

Quoting !Bring on the baby bump!:“ Well you're not being stupid.....you are just coping in your own way. How early was he born?”

6 weeks. and he was a good weight when he was born he was 5 lb 6 oz but he just keeps looseing he is down to 4 lb 10 oz and seems to keep loosing
and he stoped breathing for a while after he was born but his breathing is ok now, but he just wont eat to gain
and im just i dont know im being selfish