Quoting Simone91:“ i hope your pregnancy goes well and you deliver a healthy baby. i hope one day i'm as lucky as you hopefully ... [snip!] ... whole story you may see where i am coming from. anyways sorry i'm blabbering on, feels good to let it out. take care and thanks”
You are welcome!! I know the feeling I had cried myself to sleep 2 years before my body finally let me get the chance to get pregnant with my son and I was scared the whole time I was pregnant!! The pain of the loss will always be there but it gets better and I will keep you in my prayers that everything does get better for you and that your SO comes around and will give you the chance to be the mommy you want to be so bad!! Take care and I will hope that things get way better your way and that he finally gives you the child you soo much long to have