I need to stop taking pregnancy tests!

So I know I am not pregnant and that the HCG that is in my system is just from the miscarriage but I can't stop taking pregnancy tests just because I keep hoping hoping hoping that one will be darker than the others instead of lighter. Ugh- why must i keep torturing myself so?

I'm so sorry for your loss

Its okay hun,  I remember feeling that way.  Let your body heal.  And the emotional part will follow after that.  Maybe u need to toss the rest of the tests just to get it off of your mind......What does your husband say???  Does he know you are taking them?

Quoting LotusBaby {{BBC}}:“ Its okay hun, I remember feeling that way. Let your body heal. And the emotional part will follow ... [snip!] ... the rest of the tests just to get it off of your mind......What does your husband say??? Does he know you are taking them?”

Yes I think he is kind of hoping that I am pregnant too although to a lesser degree. I only have 1 left thank god. I got a blood test from the dr because they want to monitor to make sure the levels are going down so I will have the final NO tomorrow. Which is a relief and depressing all at the same time. I hate miscarriages

How are you doing?

well def not preggo and a little sad but ready to get af back so i can move on- just when u think all the heartache is over from a miscarriage - it hits u all over again

I'm so sorry. Make sure you get in enough time to get a few drinks  ! Is it okay if I pt you? Take it one day at a time and plan something fun atleast once a week.