Holy Fuck...

I am online girls!! OMG so much shit has gone on!! I left!! I did it!! I moved out and told Shane it was over almost 2 months ago. We came to an agreement with the girls. He still has no job and is probly about to lose the girls, bc I have been supporting 2 households. Thats about to change tho. He is fixing to get an ultimatum. He thinks everything will work out, tho. I think thats why he is stalling. He is a douche with a capital D. So whats going on with all my girls?

Im not "your girl" but good job taking that step, its always hard to do.  

Congrats! I was wondering where you'd been! I'm so glad that you're taking care of yourself and your girls. Nothing too interesting going on here. No dilation yet. Waiting on my little monkey.   (I just decided to be one of "your girls" )

Eh its all good LOL I have missed this. LOL I miss having other mommies to talk to LOL

Quoting Bipolar Bear:“ Eh its all good LOL I have missed this. LOL I miss having other mommies to talk to LOL”

I absolutely adore your avi.  

Quoting Alyssa [Team Blue!!]:“ I absolutely adore your avi.  ”

Thanks LOL I get that a lot.   Its Ashleys nick name for me and I found a pic to fit it while checking out LOLcatz LMAO You are almost due!! I bet you're excited an miserable all at once LOL

Quoting Bipolar Bear:“ Thanks LOL I get that a lot.   Its Ashleys nick name for me and I found a pic to fit it while checking out LOLcatz LMAO You are almost due!! I bet you're excited an miserable all at once LOL”

Haha. Yeah. I can't wait to have Brandon here. It's so weird, but the only way I can describe it is: I miss him. Like, I've never held him before, but my arms feel empty, you know? So far this last bit is going a lot better even though it's uncomfortable. Haha.  

Quoting Alyssa [Team Blue!!]:“ Haha. Yeah. I can't wait to have Brandon here. It's so weird, but the only way I can describe it is: ... [snip!] ... before, but my arms feel empty, you know? So far this last bit is going a lot better even though it's uncomfortable. Haha.  ”

I understand that. LOL Becca just turned a year old this past Wednesday.   She was supposed to stay my baby. She is trying to walk now.   So not cool. LOL

Quoting Bipolar Bear:“ I understand that. LOL Becca just turned a year old this past Wednesday.   She was supposed to stay my baby. She is trying to walk now.   So not cool. LOL”

Wow! I know that later on, I won't like it, but now I love being able to look forward to all his firsts. Like his first crawling and words and stuff. I know he'll grow up too fast though.

Quoting Alyssa [Team Blue!!]:“ Wow! I know that later on, I won't like it, but now I love being able to look forward to all his firsts. Like his first crawling and words and stuff. I know he'll grow up too fast though.”

They do at that. Take tons of pictures. Enjoy every minute he is little. My oldest will be double digits this year.   My middle one will be starting preschool.   And my baby is already a year old.   Time flies when you are havin fun.   Anyhoo, I need to go to bed. Gotta work really early. Hopefully I will be on again one of these days LOL