Never would I have thought........

I have been so happy, I have not felt this happy in forever. I met the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I was falling in love more and more everyday. We talked about getting married, and where we would be in the future. I joined the military I leave May 19, he was going to move with me. Then out of no where he says that he doesnt want to leave home. He doesnt want to move around he wants to have a house and a family. So he broke it off, but we still see each other everyday, and talk several times a day. I love him and I know he feels the same. Then I tried talking to him about options we could have to stay together, I wanted to originally go career (20 yrs) but I told him for him I would finish my term (6 yrs) so my schooling will be paid for and we can stay here. Then he was acting strange and he outright told me that me having a kid is hard on him, that we never have a chance to be alone and that its a lot of resposibility that he doesnt know if he is ready for. He crushed me right there and then. Never has anyone ever been so sweet and caring to me, never had I felt to safe. I love this man with all my heart. Never would I have thought that he would be the one to hurt me the most