... Please dont judge

2 weeks ago I went to planned parenthood and got an abortion; not the surgery, but the pill. I know on my profile it says I had a miscarriage; I want to belevie so much that happened. I got the abortion for the right reasons. My boyfriend and I broke up end of january; then within 2 days I slept with an old bf DJ and we started having unprotected sex... dumb of me; then he started talking kids, and told me that he wanted to start trying for kids... being dumb I told him yes. No job, no car, no nothing.... I said yes. we had sex like 5 time after that.... then I went to FL for 2 weeks; and when I came back I had a + ...... DJ was married at the time; he was living with her; he kicked her out on Vday.... DJ had lied to me about who he was, and everything... and then after I came home I went running back to my boyfriend scared.... and then I thought about it for 2 weeks.... and I talked to my family memebers... And I feel it was the right thing to do.. Even though I am still bleeding going on 3 weeks now... It doesnt hurt as much as it does when I first started bleeding... when I started having contractions and bleeding, I was scared outta my mind, I didnt know what was going to happen..... I mean anymore its just blood, but at least every other day I havae been getting lemon size clots, and it throws me back to depression.... I cry on my BF shoulder, but he doesnt know how I am feeling... It would have been a completely different story if it was his... but it wasnt...

If you think what I did was selfish; then please for my sake dont comment please...

I'm sorry hun.  

Quoting Yvonne [♥]:“ 2 weeks ago I went to planned parenthood and got an abortion; not the surgery, but the pill. I know on ... [snip!] ... story if it was his... but it wasnt... If you think what I did was selfish; then please for my sake dont comment please...”

I once took this pill too. Did you have a question about it? or just looking for support?

i hope you start feeling better  

So you planned a baby, then took its life away? What a shame..
Anyways, hope you feel better soon.

Quoting ma ♥ [[38weeks]]:“ So you planned a baby, then took its life away? What a shame.. Anyways, hope you feel better soon.”

Irrelevant and uncalled for.

So are you saying that you would have kept it if it had been your BFs

i did the pill too honey. Everyone has their reasons and i had mine. I had been raped and became pregnant, i know that i would not have been healthy knowing every day that a little human is growing inside of me, from my rapist. if that makes sense...

Quoting my name is mommy:“ So are you saying that you would have kept it if it had been your BFs”

yes because we have been togehter for 5 years
and before we spilt he was sercetly trying to get pregnant

Quoting Justina (havin a boy!):“ I once took this pill too. Did you have a question about it? or just looking for support?”

support... I dont know who else to talk to about this

Quoting ma ♥ [[38weeks]]:“ So you planned a baby, then took its life away? What a shame.. Anyways, hope you feel better soon.”

shut up.... that was sooo uncalled for...

Quoting livelaughlove09:“ i did the pill too honey. Everyone has their reasons and i had mine. I had been raped and became pregnant, ... [snip!] ... not have been healthy knowing every day that a little human is growing inside of me, from my rapist. if that makes sense...”

thank you..... I know keep tryin to tell myself that the child would have had a messed up father.

Quoting Yvonne [♥]:“ shut up.... that was sooo uncalled for...”

agreed

Quoting livelaughlove09:“ agreed”

how long did you bleed?

Quoting Yvonne [♥]:“ support... I dont know who else to talk to about this”

It was horrible for me, but I kind of pushed it back and that was the wrong thing! It's so great that you are trying to talk to people about it! I also recommend getting on birth control of some type because I am pretty sure it's what caused me to lose my next baby.. Anyways good luck hon if you wanna vent or talk anymore you can PM me. It's hard on public forums like this cause I have seen no matter what people are going to judge you