re: **Official December Babies 2009**

Quoting J.Lake [[Team Pink]]:“ God doesn't want you in pain. but he will have a plan for you, so long as you trust in him completely ... [snip!] ... ice hockey in a beautiful neighborhood. Just put your entire trust in Him. I'm so sorry you're hurting... I'll pray for you!!”

I was so excited! I got a text from him all of a sudden when I had said I hoped he would... all they said were "Hey"@6:50pm and "Whats Up"@6:51pm... but i havent heard from him since and its 8:13pm..   Maybe its a test.. I need to remain faithful and continue to pray..

it just made it hurt more.. seeing that he finally did message me.. gave me hope, maybe he does care.. and now he isnt talking at all...

Quoting Torye♫Wyatt's mommy:“ no it wasn't very comfortable and i think i pissed him off when i did it to and now he is punishing me.. i wonder if i get like in the push up position or something if that will make him fall down”

Wouldn't hurt to try. 

Quoting Julian's Wife:“ Wouldn't hurt to try. ”

i dont want my husband to laugh at me haha ...
and im afraid i wont be able to hold myself up  

Quoting Danielle ((Joel)):“ I was so excited! I got a text from him all of a sudden when I had said I hoped he would... all they ... [snip!] ... it hurt more.. seeing that he finally did message me.. gave me hope, maybe he does care.. and now he isnt talking at all...”

be patient, and remember, we learn how to worry. We weren't born worrying whether or not we'd make it through the birth canal. God didn't create us to worry!

Quoting Torye♫Wyatt's mommy:“ i dont want my husband to laugh at me haha ... and im afraid i wont be able to hold myself up  ”

LOL. Not going to lie... I'd probably fall on my face. I don't have a ton of strength in my hands anymore though because of the swelling.

Quoting J.Lake [[Team Pink]]:“ be patient, and remember, we learn how to worry. We weren't born worrying whether or not we'd make it through the birth canal. God didn't create us to worry!”

i'm trying so hard to not worry.. it is soo difficult...  

I keep hoping that he will just drive down my parents drive way to come get me... i know I am only dreaming though... but i keep hoping.. it has happened before.. i just hope he doesnt wait as long this time.... i love him so much.. i at least want to try and work it out.. that way i can at least walk away saying i tried.. and know that our family breaking was not my fault because i tried to save it...

It makes me start to cry to think about... but I want nothing more than for us to be a family... and my son to know his father for who he really is.. not this person who is controlled... Josh is an amazing guy and I know he would be a fantastic father... I just wish there was someway I could break this hold between him and his mom.. so we have another chance to be a family..

and now i am crying again.. :'(

Quoting Danielle ((Joel)):“ I was so excited! I got a text from him all of a sudden when I had said I hoped he would... all they ... [snip!] ... it hurt more.. seeing that he finally did message me.. gave me hope, maybe he does care.. and now he isnt talking at all...”

maybe his mommy is near him?

Quoting Danielle Sharise:“ maybe his mommy is near him?”

i am hoping he is still at work or something... and he is just busy... ill give it a little bit.. he usually wouldnt get home until 9:30pm if he was working to close... which he may have been.. i dont know..

Quoting Danielle ((Joel)):“ i am hoping he is still at work or something... and he is just busy... ill give it a little bit.. ... [snip!] ... it a little bit.. he usually wouldnt get home until 9:30pm if he was working to close... which he may have been.. i dont know..”

I know it's tough but just stick it out.

Quoting whitney ♪♫:“ so i was just looking at a bunch of pics of David in Iraq that i've never seen (idk why lol) and found ... [snip!] ... he's the goofy lookin one, not the one with the hookah lmao but it makes me wonder if and how many hits he took off of it”

my husband smokes hookah ALL the time. We have one at home LOL

Quoting Danielle ((Joel)):“ It makes me start to cry to think about... but I want nothing more than for us to be a family... and ... [snip!] ... I could break this hold between him and his mom.. so we have another chance to be a family.. and now i am crying again.. :'(”

don't cry, mama!! Ask josh to pray with you.

I went to see by birth grandmother today! and while i was there my lower back started hurting (it still hurts) and i have mucus clumps everytime i wipe and my undies is wet like dripped some water on it... I dont care about the rest, i just want my back to stop hurting...

Quoting J.Lake [[Team Pink]]:“ don't cry, mama!! Ask josh to pray with you.”

i would.. if he was talking to me.......  

Im kinda upset
my mom just told me that my MIL didnt show up to my babyshower when she said she was