re: **Nov. 09 Due Date Buddies!**

wow no1 has really talked today. we were busy most of the day. this morning we went and watched the town parade. then we came home and cleaned up the back yrd so we could get it set up to watch fireworks. then went to the town festival, which was really nice. and i took pics all day. then fireworks here, and then at SOs aunts house. lahna passed out the instant she hit the pillow. she had such a long day. i think we are all going to be sad to go home monday.

Hello ladies! Had a great July 4th. The wedding was beautiful! So great to see good friends join together. Anyway, we tried to sneak out early because both DH and I were sleepy. Got outside around 10 and fireworks were just ending. We made it a block away from our car and they blocked it off so we had to push through the crowd again to walk all the way around. We make it to the parking lot and no one is moving. Anyway, we got home right before midnight for what should have been a 1/2 hour drive.

Anyway, I totally cleaned over my husband's cleaning yesterday before the wedding so I'm totally tired today and have no plans to move. Preston is doing well. He is waking up at night more and more. 18 weeks to go. 15 would be even better.

Hey! Hope you all had a good 4th of July... we went to the movies instead of doing the whole fireworks thing, saw the Hangover... it was sooooo funny. Then got kept awake all night by fireworks. I have to go grocery shopping today my cupboards and fridge are empty!

I have one of the best husbands a girl could ever hope for. He is a mind reader, he will do anything for me, he helps out when I'm pregnant, he loves me more than anything, he is a hard worker...that's the problem though. He works too hard and too much. I am still mad at him about last night and him refusing to watch fireworks with me. I understand he had to get up at 4m to go to work, I am understanding of that all the time. But it would be nice if for once he missed out on an hour of sleep to do something with me. He never dresses up for halloween, he has just always said he doen't like halloween. He won't go to family bbq's because he has to work the next morning. We can't go camping with my family next month because he doesn't want to take time off work. Holidays and family get-togethers are a big deal to me. I think of them as days that will make memories. When you look back on your life you will remember all the fun times, not how rested you felt that one day because you went to bed on time. Were still young, so what if we miss out on a few hours of sleep! I feel like he is missing out on life. Life is too short to sleep away. I understand he works hard and needs his sleep, but seriously he would have given up a half hour last night to get up and go outside and have a good time. But instead when I told him I wanted to go watch fireworks he said "so go watch them" and I said "I don't want to go alone" so he said "Take megan, i'm not going, i'm sleeping" so I said "I don't want to take megan, I want to spend time with you". and he shrugged and rolled over and started snoring. So I of course started crying. He does a lot for me and I know I should be thankful, but at the same time that really hurt my feelings. I know I'm probably overreacting, but this does happen every time there is a family function or party and I'm feeling really left out.  

Quoting Mrs.Armstrong:“ I have one of the best husbands a girl could ever hope for. He is a mind reader, he will do anything ... [snip!] ... probably overreacting, but this does happen every time there is a family function or party and I'm feeling really left out.  ”

Aww I'm sorry hun. I know what you mean sometimes...My hubby actually did make an effort to spend 'family time'together this weekend but he ended up making my weekend worse because he was freakin crabby when he got there

19 weeks today!!!

i posted new pictures,.


I FINALLY POPPED!

im so excited.

Quoting Mrs.Armstrong:“ I have one of the best husbands a girl could ever hope for. He is a mind reader, he will do anything ... [snip!] ... probably overreacting, but this does happen every time there is a family function or party and I'm feeling really left out.  ”

I'm sorry to hear. Unfortunately, it might take a life changing event for him to see how important life is. It's not all about work, family quality time is important too. Maybe when the baby comes it will give him a new perspective on life. 

Quoting Jakes mommy:]:“ 19 weeks today!!! i posted new pictures,. I FINALLY POPPED! im so excited.”

Congrats! I was excited last night when the questions were, "How many months are you?" Instead of "My you've gained weight since the last time we saw each other!"

lol

Quoting Mrs.Armstrong:“ I had a dream last night about my son, Christopher. This is the 1st dream I have had about him since ... [snip!] ... But I knew that I didn't want that picture in my mind, so I didn't open the box. I just held it and cried on the ground.  ”

What a terrible and sad dream. I'm so sorry for your loss and hope that your little girl brings you more peace over the loss of Christopher.

sounds like everyone had a good 4th! i know i didnt=[.. i have been so hormonal and letting everything really get to me..

my brother[adam] who was supposed to be our god father.. because we thought he would be best.. but now we found out my other brother[ian] is his roommate and hes been beating up my brother so now i dont want him possibly having my children if anything happened.. cause of his anger issues...

then im was talking to my sister, shes always had things handed to her ever since we were little..but now i found out my grand parents bought her and her bf a brand new washer and dryer.. his mom got them a brand new fridge.. but what hurts is i never ask for anything and she gets everything and owes people tons of money.. and im struggling cause i cant work=[

like hubby and i just moved into this new place and we dont have a washer and dryer.. its so hard for us but we're gonna find a way to get one.. like my sister should have done..

yesterday it started to rain and at our new place and our widow leaking everywhere, it wasnt the actual window but the frame around the window.. and theres electric outlets under the window so i called the er line for the apartment and she did nothing.. so now our carpet smells like wet dog..

and the tap water smells like rotten eggs!!

then hubby has been fighting with me over everything! last night everyone was hungry.. so we all decided to run to our new apartment so i could wash the sand off my feet and change my shirt..i took 5 mins.. well we were going to los tres.. trey and my hubby walk in the door and get on their car clubs website and stay on it for an hour so los tres closed..they were happy cause they wanted sonic.. but really they just wanted to go to sonic, cause that where all the racers meet up.. we got there and no one was there.. but hubby gets mad at me cause all i ordered was ocean water.. cause i dont eat sonic it makes me sick.. so we get home and since we're still moving we have NOTHING to eat..so im freaking starving all night and crying cause it hurt so bad.. he freaks out on me cause i didnt eat at sonic so then he was like well then get the fuck up i guess we have to go to the store.. but i didnt want to go to the store and waste more time when i was hungry and him get mad cause i dont know what i wanted and then get in a huge fight.. so i cried my self to sleep with out eating..

so in the morning i made pancakes..and i was sitting on the couch eating and put my jucie on the floor our one kitten came up to me.. so he picked the cat up and tosses off.. right after i told him be carefull of my cup..so now theres a huge red stain[well pink now] on our brand new white carpet.. but i had to stop eating and clean it cause hes freaking clueless when he comes to cleaning..

ugh! and now hes being bitchy cause our car insurance expired i wasnt aware he decided to not get insurance so he yelled at me cause i refuse to drive with him.. he said he cant afford it which is bullshit.. he wastes so much money on his car that if he didnt spend over $100 a month on his car for performance he doesnt need he could afford it.. so i told him if he doesnt have it by the time the baby is here to not plan on driving the baby anywhere well he freaked!

sorry for the novel i just really needed to vent..sad part is that isnt even half of it

Hi everyone! I'm 20 weeks today which of course means half-way done! It's going by fast! Today is also the day I miscarried last year... crazy.

My 4th was good, we bbq'ed over at a friends house and swam. My city does a fireworks show and her house is right up the street from where they do it so we just watch them from her house. We got on the roof and everything! They were supposed to start at 9 and 9:30 rolls around still no fireworks... so we are like UGH maybe they're not doing them this year? Sure enough Doug drove down to see and there was nothing in sight lol. We felt like a bunch of losers but ended up doing a bunch of our own fireworks (the ones that stay on the ground and annoy the neighbors).

Anyway hope all is well  

Quoting Steph momnaz (TEAM PINK):“ lol....I just found this pic of my son from like 3 or more years ago...had to share”

love it

Quoting Mrs.Armstrong:“ I had a dream last night about my son, Christopher. This is the 1st dream I have had about him since ... [snip!] ... But I knew that I didn't want that picture in my mind, so I didn't open the box. I just held it and cried on the ground.  ”

OMG. Im so sorry, but it will be ok, you have a healthy baby baking. Im sorry

Fourth of July pics posted with new preggo pics

Ugh. I just wrote a novel from my cell phone to reply to everything and I'm pretty sure it just disappeared! Boo.