Quoting Moody Momma:" Hi I'm Mandy and I have 81 days clean from Heroin. This is the longest I have had clean in the last 5 ... [snip!] ... have become clean my life is wonderful. My son and I have a great relationship and I am expecting another little one in march. "
first off i want to say how PROUD i am of you (although i don't know you) i know how completely hard it is to stop using something that has so much control over your mind and body. Anyone who is NOT an addict is always going to judge you if they know you are, well most people, i can't say all, because i've met some people throughout my journey who have never used a drug and have been very supportive, (it's hard to tell what they REALLY think about you though) but it is true that people will always talk about it, you just gotta be strong enough to let it go, eventually, people are gonna see how good you are doing, and talk about THAT instead of your past.
I'm VERY sorry about your first son
that's gotta be a hard thing to go through, i couldn't even imagine.
I'm clean two years and a month later, still, haven't relapsed, but those damn "thoughts" are still there, and i'm 8 months pregnant, it's hard, but something you learn to cope with, i love going to meetings, and groups, and talking to others about what i've been through, and hearing others stories, it's nice to know you're not completely alone! Good luck and remember to stay strong <3