re: Can run but can't hide....

Quoting Lexi♥DWB[EBFB]:“ Hahahaha!! I SEE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME    ”

Haha.   I'd probably have remembered, but last night and this morning were just shit. I'm still so ugh about it all. The only way I can describe how I feel right now is defeated.

Quoting Janna☆KLD:“ Haha.   I'd probably have remembered, but last night and this morning were just shit. I'm still so ugh about it all. The only way I can describe how I feel right now is defeated.”

I'm sorry!!!! I hope everything gets better for you hunny!!!! You wanna talk about it??

I hate my life  

Quoting Abby's Mommy 5-8-09:“ I hate my life  ”

What's wrong?

Quoting William+Ziva=My♥'s:“ What's wrong?”

everything!!!!

Quoting Lexi♥DWB[EBFB]:“ I'm sorry!!!! I hope everything gets better for you hunny!!!! You wanna talk about it??”

Mud's mom and I guess his whole family just have this negative impression of me all because we broke up and no matter what I do, they're determined to see me that way. Any time his mom talks to me, she gets an accusing tone. She got upset that I don't want her holding the girls constantly. She thinks I don't want her around and that I'm cold to her, when I talk to her while she's there. She's decided I don't pay enough attention to the girls because when she's helping me in the evenings, I don't have one attached to me the whole time. Which is a load of bull because she's watched me wrap Leigh just to wash bottles. And the whole point of them coming is to help with the girls so I can get dinner done and get thing ready for when Rodney comes home and we have to bathe and feed them for bedtime. Plus, she doesn't like the way I discipline K. Which is none of her business. But she doesn't think I spank her enough. Stupid, because she doesn't know K well and doesn't know all that I've gone through in the last 3 years to know why I do things the way I do. I've just tried so hard to turn around their impression of me and to make them see that I'm not a bad person and it's all been for nothing. She's so determined to hate me. She told Mud she thinks I planned this whole thing, to get pregnant and all that. Supposedly his sister claimed that I was cold to her and all that, but come to find out, I think his mom said that Michelle felt that way, and Michelle didn't say that. That really upset me because I get along the best with his sister. I talk to her the most. I shouldn't feel this bad, but his mom refuses to come over anymore. That makes me feel like shit. I just tried so hard for nothing.

Im so sorry Janna!!!! I wish there was something I could do for you!!!!

Quoting Janna☆KLD:“ Mud's mom and I guess his whole family just have this negative impression of me all because we broke ... [snip!] ... feel this bad, but his mom refuses to come over anymore. That makes me feel like shit. I just tried so hard for nothing.”

Wow Hun I am soooo sorry!! It sounds to me that nothing that you can/ would ever do would be enough for her. She has a preconceived notion of the way she sees you, and that is how she is going to see you until SHE decides to change her mind. It is NONE of her business how you discipline YOUR children (and that includes the twins). She also needs to understand that when you have 3 kids, 2 of which are babies who were preemies, that they may not get as much attention as an only child does. You have lots of things to do, and that is why you were asking for help, which you DESERVE! If she doesn't want to see her grandkids anymore, that's her problem. You don't need someone who is just going to judge every little thing you do.

Quoting Lexi♥DWB[EBFB]:“ Wow Hun I am soooo sorry!! It sounds to me that nothing that you can/ would ever do would be enough ... [snip!] ... to see her grandkids anymore, that's her problem. You don't need someone who is just going to judge every little thing you do.”

I agree!!! I just couldn't word it so nicely...  

I'm so frustrated. Jason has been having his friend over ever single night for at least a month now. Pretty much right when they get off work he comes over here and Jason and him play video games. I barely get to spend any time with him. And he bitches about not getting to have sex anymore, but when the hell are we supposed to get time for that when he ALWAYS has someone over. His friend didn't leave until 11 last night. Then he thinks that I should wake up at 5am to have sex with him, when I've been up all night with Madi trying to get her in her own bed.   I just can't do it. I tried talking to him about leaving his friend at home at least ONE night and he was like "Why? So I can watch you feed Madi...Yeah that's real quality time with you"

It pissed me off beyond belief. Like WTF...How the fuck can you be upset at me for feeding our baby???!!!!!!!! Not to mention HE is the one that is SOOOOOOO against giving her formula. He just text me and said "I would rather hang out with Chod and not get sex, then sit with you and be bored and not get sex."
    

I want to fucking leave. He should not be upset at me for feeding our baby. This is crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where did everyone go???????