Oh god not again

Why? Why does this keep happening.... I didn't think this would happen again... This morning, probably around five am, I went to the bathroom, after several days of light bleeding, one day of heavy heavy bleeding (like, a major gush... not even a full day, just one major gush of blood), and a couple more days of light bleeding, but horrible cramping, and there it was.... That clot. That clot that some women who've miscarried at their 5th-7th week of pregnancy know is their child. Their angel.....

Oh ladies please help me... I feel like I'm falling down a never ending hole.... I'm empty... I'm numb... I can barely even cry...... Please, pray, or send positive energies.... I have a 5th angel watching over me...

I am so sorry about your loss *** hugs *** . I will be praying for you

Quoting MydnightMom:“ Why? Why does this keep happening.... I didn't think this would happen again... This morning, probably ... [snip!] ... I'm numb... I can barely even cry...... Please, pray, or send positive energies.... I have a 5th angel watching over me...”

I am sooooo sorry....

Stay strong. I'll pray 4 u.

Soo sorry mama, I really am. =[

Im so sorry for you loss....many hugs and wishes. Take it easy hun.

I am sooo sorry for your loss.

I am so so sorry. It says you have 5 angel babies? Have they tested you to find out why this keeps happening?

i've been there 3 times. i'm very sorry for your loss, i'm here if you need someone and i'll pray for you. stay strong hun.

My doctor tested last May, when I had my third miscarriage (my second miscarriage was twins), tested and found nothing in my blood that would keep causing this..... And none of the times have I been able to save anything to take to them to test..... That same doctor delivered my son when I got pregnant three months after miscarrying.... Ironically, Dameon was due on the one year anniversary of my last miscarriage.... Oh god this baby would have been due in June..... I was further than I thought... about 6 weeks...   Same as last time.... What's wrong with me?

Quoting MydnightMom:“ My doctor tested last May, when I had my third miscarriage (my second miscarriage was twins), tested ... [snip!] ... have been due in June..... I was further than I thought... about 6 weeks...   Same as last time.... What's wrong with me?”

That has to be one of the hardest things ever to deal with. Maybe you should try seeing a different doctor.. don't the types who specialize in infertility also deal with things like this? There has to be some reason that it keeps happening.. sometimes it takes a fresh set of eyes.

Quoting MydnightMom:“ My doctor tested last May, when I had my third miscarriage (my second miscarriage was twins), tested ... [snip!] ... have been due in June..... I was further than I thought... about 6 weeks...   Same as last time.... What's wrong with me?”

awww sometimes it really is nothing. i hope it gets better. i kinda had a similar thing happen. my daughter was born on the due date of my first loss. i looked at it as a "3rd times the charm" gift. you'll get your miracle soon!

Well, the first one, I know why. It was a result of domestic violence (NOT with the man I'm with now). The second and third, the doctor couldn't figure out, but he did say that the third could have to do with the scarring from the first and second, followed by a bout of Upper Pelvic Inflammatory Disease. This one? My guess? You add all that, plus me having a c-section, plus the implanted birth control I'm on.... It all spells disaster...

You see, my fiance and I weren't trying to get pregnant. On the contrary. I've got a six month old son I'm fighting to get custody of, and I'm on birth control... But as we all know, BC doesn't always work... And I don't care that we weren't trying, or that this wasn't planned. That was OUR BABY... our miracle....

If the Implant is a factor (and I think it is) I'm going to go as soon as I can to planned parenthood to have it removed and get put on the pill. At least then I'll know that things are normal....

Quoting MydnightMom:“ Well, the first one, I know why. It was a result of domestic violence (NOT with the man I'm with now). ... [snip!] ... as I can to planned parenthood to have it removed and get put on the pill. At least then I'll know that things are normal....”

i hear ya. well if you start trying your body will be in better means to carry a healthy baby. you'll be off BC and your body will have time to adjust and be ready and able to carry. i know nothing will make you feel better right now, i was there at one time, but in time you'll accept it. keep your head up. i'm praying you get that baby when you're ready.

what kind of BC are you on?