i left him....(finally)

ok, so most of you know (if you don't, go to my posted topics and read "i need to leave him" it'll fill you in) i was having troubles with my childs father (sorry, baby daddys is waaay to ignorant!!), and i needed to get out before i went crazy or he treated me worse. well, i did it. im writing to you ladies from my mommys house. not what i had in mind..its so small for four people (me, baby, mom and little 8 year old sister). breastfeeding is tougher bc theres so much going on and my nosey boy wants to see everything. buti feel better. more relaxed, and i now realize everything i was doing. i figured this out bc my mom would offer to burp him, or rock him so i could eatdinner/take a shower etc. i never realized HOW MUCH I DID ALONE FOR MY SON. its nuts. i really did do EVERYTHING. and he's begging me to come back, blah blah blah. he simply cant change overnight (if ever, really). so we'll see. i keep telling him this is a "break" but i still feel bad for taking his son..but im breastfeeding, and i do everything for him, so he needs to be with me..and david shoulda thought about that before he treated me so badly....

but i was just letting you all know - -ill keep you updated.....

Very good.. You had to leave and you did it.. Most can't..

Don't feel bad for taking his son.. because it's not like you left and he can't see him forever.. If you two are apart, its best he's with you..

Hopefully things get better..
Good luck..

Good luck sweetie. I hope everything works out for you. Just keep your head up and everything will fall into place. If ever need someone to vent to PM and i will not judge. I have been there before.

First you have a beautiful son, Second stay strong hun you desirve(sp?) better.

good for you for leaving...i had to do the same thing with my sons father and now he is begging for me to come back...dont do it unless you feel like he really has changed...but good for you for being a strong women...alot of girls would have just stayed and taken his shit...good luck hun