I have nothing left.

I am officially physically and emotionally drained.
I have spent my entire day in search of my BD.
I went to his old studio, his parents house, his friends houses. . .
I've called his parents, his sister, his friends and even t-mobile.
No one will tell me anything. I'm so lost right now.
I'm 29 and a half weeks pregnant with HIS child and he has no clue.
I'm so tired of crying - so tired of wondering where he is,
or if he'll even care.

I just need a hug. =(

*hug*

I'm sorry sweetie... just try not to worry about it and make the best life for your kid that you can. Maybe he'll come around someday but you need to concentrate on you and your baby.

Quoting princess aniyah's mommy.:“ I am officially physically and emotionally drained. I have spent my entire day in search of my BD. I ... [snip!] ... and he has no clue. I'm so tired of crying - so tired of wondering where he is, or if he'll even care. I just need a hug. =(”

? How long has he been gone?

Quoting ♥B♥:“ ? How long has he been gone?”

The entire time. So I guess exactly 29 weeks and 3 days.

Quoting princess aniyah's mommy.:“ I am officially physically and emotionally drained. I have spent my entire day in search of my BD. I ... [snip!] ... and he has no clue. I'm so tired of crying - so tired of wondering where he is, or if he'll even care. I just need a hug. =(”

Girl! Everything will be ok! Right now you will have to cheer up for your baby and even if he does not want to be apart of your babys life you will have to have the strength to be mom and dad because the baby needs you! You are all your baby has! Hopefully you will have a support team behind you like your family! Well good luck i hope everything turns out ok!

Quoting Alex * Aiden's Mommy*MJL:“ *hug* I'm sorry sweetie... just try not to worry about it and make the best life for your kid that you can. Maybe he'll come around someday but you need to concentrate on you and your baby.”

Thanks.  

I'm sorry. He doesn't know that you're pregnant? Did you tell his parents?

Quoting ~Angela~:“ I'm sorry. He doesn't know that you're pregnant? Did you tell his parents?”

Nope. We decided that the last time was really gonna be the last time - so he changed his number and moved. . .
A few weeks later I found out I was pregnant. . . which of course is the biggest blessing in the world, but I just wish he was with me. Or at least if I knew that he didn't want to be in her life - that would be better than wondering whether or not he cares, ya know?
And I tried to tell them. They weren't there when I went to their house and they hung up on me when I called.

Quoting Vixen Bree:“ Girl! Everything will be ok! Right now you will have to cheer up for your baby and even if he does not ... [snip!] ... baby has! Hopefully you will have a support team behind you like your family! Well good luck i hope everything turns out ok!”

I'm trying. And thanks hun.

Maybe leave a note for his parents at their house?
I'm sure if they were told why you wanted to contact them and him they'd be more obliging.

Quoting princess aniyah's mommy.:“ Nope. We decided that the last time was really gonna be the last time - so he changed his number and ... [snip!] ... cares, ya know? And I tried to tell them. They weren't there when I went to their house and they hung up on me when I called.”

Maybe you should try calling when they're not home and leave a message...or what about his sister?

Quoting ^Sarah^:“ Maybe leave a note for his parents at their house? I'm sure if they were told why you wanted to contact them and him they'd be more obliging.”

That's a good idea!

Quoting ~Angela~:“ Maybe you should try calling when they're not home and leave a message...or what about his sister?”

Yeah, maybe.
Wow - she blew up at me.
She was like "I don't be givin' out my brothers information like that you dumb trick and don't eva call my phone wit' them lies again"
I was just like . . . whoa. okay then.

Quoting princess aniyah's mommy.:“ Nope. We decided that the last time was really gonna be the last time - so he changed his number and ... [snip!] ... cares, ya know? And I tried to tell them. They weren't there when I went to their house and they hung up on me when I called.”

Wow. That is a really hard situation. Hang in there, mama. What's meant to be will always find a way! Good luck with everything!

Quoting MommaOfAngels~MJL:“ Wow. That is a really hard situation. Hang in there, mama. What's meant to be will always find a way! Good luck with everything!”

Thanks.