Sick and tired

Me and ryan need some fucking time apart.
im not talking about going away for a few days, he needs to find a fucking job and get out of the house more.
hes starting to make me miserable.

awwww i'm sorry. this is why i look forward to 1-3 week underways in the navy, but you take advantage of that shit til they go away for 7 months. i'd do anything to have him here makin me miserable again lol. as soon as he gets back, it'll only be a few weeks and i'll want another break i'm sure lol.

Quoting ♥ Becca:“ awwww i'm sorry. this is why i look forward to 1-3 week underways in the navy, but you take advantage ... [snip!] ... here makin me miserable again lol. as soon as he gets back, it'll only be a few weeks and i'll want another break i'm sure lol.”

 
ive been bawling my eyes out all day because of him. ive finally stopped and i have a splitting headache.

his bro died 2 years ago, and i think he's starting to get really depressed. when he's mad he says the most fucked up things ive ever heard.
gah

Quoting anthonys mommy:“   ive been bawling my eyes out all day because of him. ive finally stopped and i have a splitting headache. ... [snip!] ... ago, and i think he's starting to get really depressed. when he's mad he says the most fucked up things ive ever heard. gah”

awwww i know anger makes us say things we regret. is there a friend you can visit for a few hours, get away for a bit?

Quoting ♥ Becca:“ awwww i know anger makes us say things we regret. is there a friend you can visit for a few hours, get away for a bit?”

Well i normally just go to my moms or my sisters, but im tired of having to leave.
im sick of being the one who goes. i shouldnt have to.

He doesnt understand that the things he says tear me apart.

Quoting anthonys mommy:“ Well i normally just go to my moms or my sisters, but im tired of having to leave. im sick of being the one who goes. i shouldnt have to. He doesnt understand that the things he says tear me apart.”

awww i'm sorry. no one especially women should have to deal with that. why doesn't he work? having a job would give you a goood break.

Quoting ♥ Becca:“ awww i'm sorry. no one especially women should have to deal with that. why doesn't he work? having a job would give you a goood break.”

When i was pregnant, i had hyperemesis so he stayed home with me (had to quit his job) to take care of me.
and hes used to that now, and he puts in applications, kind of.
just never checks in on them, he isnt "really" trying.
We live with his parents who have enough money to help us out, but i HATE it. i feel like a freeloader. i've paid more rent than ryan has  
ugh

I'm sorry hun. I hope things are better!

Quoting anthonys mommy:“ When i was pregnant, i had hyperemesis so he stayed home with me (had to quit his job) to take care ... [snip!] ... who have enough money to help us out, but i HATE it. i feel like a freeloader. i've paid more rent than ryan has   ugh”

oops i forgot about this one, are things any better?

Quoting TrixieDoll:“ I'm sorry hun. I hope things are better!”

Thanks a bunch!

Quoting ♥ Becca:“ oops i forgot about this one, are things any better?”

For now, but thats how it goes.
In another couple weeks, we'll have another fight even bigger than the last 
We need couple counseling.

Quoting anthonys mommy:“ For now, but thats how it goes. In another couple weeks, we'll have another fight even bigger than the last  We need couple counseling.”

i do know the feeling....
have you looked into counseling?
do you go to church? sometimes they'll do it for free.

Quoting ♥ Becca:“ i do know the feeling.... have you looked into counseling? do you go to church? sometimes they'll do it for free.”

No, i havent. i never really thought of how we would pay for it right now. it's probably expensive..
But i think if he gets help with his depression (we all believe that he has, including himself) then we will stop arguing so much, because its his anger thats the problem.

Quoting anthonys mommy:“ No, i havent. i never really thought of how we would pay for it right now. it's probably expensive.. ... [snip!] ... (we all believe that he has, including himself) then we will stop arguing so much, because its his anger thats the problem.”

well hopefully he'll get help and then yall can get help together.

Quoting ♥ Becca:“ well hopefully he'll get help and then yall can get help together.”

Thanks