re: I feel so guilty…

Thank you, ladies for being so supportive. I feel a lot better now! 

Wow! You're really brave to admit that. There's nothing wrong with being upset now. I mean, right now your son is just an idea. Wait until you feel him kick and move around inside your belly. He'll become more real to you and you will realize that you have a little miracle growing inside you. If that doesn't change you mind, you definitely will when he's in your arms. Hang in there and keep telling yourself how lucky you are to be having a baby at all. I'm sure these negative feelings will pass. I can tell that you are a very loving person and your baby is lucky to have you as a mommy.