re: Mental health support.

Quoting Combat Barbie. HOOAH!!!:“ CAN I VENT?!?!?! Long story short...I dont like myself. I dont think I'm a good mom to T. My husband ... [snip!] ... where he will be stationed soon. I want to die some days and just give up. Did i mention I don't really like myself that much?”

Did you take him back after he cheated?  

Quoting Kelli Jo (AB-):“ I won't call you insane until I see you sporting a straight jacket.   Let me know please if you find one in your area. I am interested to know! ”

Sometimes I feel like I should be in a sraightjacket and a padded room. I think it would be really enjoyable to do that honestly.. lol.

Anyways, I just looked and the closest help provided on either website is a 2 hour drive away. =/

I think we have a mental health center about 30 minutes away, but I hear that the waiting list is quite long unless you're attempting suicide. =/

Grr.

not to be rude at all, but just a little fyi. health is spelled wrong on the topic, so you can go ahead and edit it... figured it was just a typo.

Quoting Kelli Jo (AB-):“ Did you take him back after he cheated?   ”

This just happened. Like..in August.

Did I mention PTSD?

Quoting brendaruth:“ not to be rude at all, but just a little fyi. health is spelled wrong on the topic, so you can go ahead and edit it... figured it was just a typo.”

Hehe.. I didn't even notice that.

Quoting Heather ♥ Chelsie:“ Sometimes I feel like I should be in a sraightjacket and a padded room. I think it would be really enjoyable ... [snip!] ... health center about 30 minutes away, but I hear that the waiting list is quite long unless you're attempting suicide. =/ Grr.”

Did you look at both of them?  

I think this is a good thread.
Somedays im depressed and others im the happiest person in the world. & yet i always feel like im failing my daughter somehow.I literally cryed myself to sleep the other night because i cannot get my life together and the way i want it to be. I wanted to go back and see my therpiest but the one iv known my whole life has quit.

Quoting Combat Barbie. HOOAH!!!:“ This just happened. Like..in August. Did I mention PTSD?”

 
Are you offered any type of mental health care?

Quoting Kelli Jo (AB-):“ Did you look at both of them?  ”

*nods*

I live about 2 hours out of Las Vegas, so that's our major city.

Here in Laughlin they don't have much, we have to travel across state lines into Arizona to buy groceries and things like that.

We're too small of a community, you know?

Quoting Heather ♥ Chelsie:“ *nods* I live about 2 hours out of Las Vegas, so that's our major city. Here in Laughlin they don't ... [snip!] ... to travel across state lines into Arizona to buy groceries and things like that. We're too small of a community, you know?”

Yep. I gotcha. Well girls.......I want to chat but, my BF is making something that smells like dog food. I have to go in my bedroom and hide before I barf.
I'll be back later.
*puke*

Quoting Kelli Jo (AB-):“ Yep. I gotcha. Well girls.......I want to chat but, my BF is making something that smells like dog food. I have to go in my bedroom and hide before I barf. I'll be back later. *puke* ”

See you later hon. Thanks for your help!

Quoting Kelli Jo (AB-):“   Are you offered any type of mental health care? ”

yeah. zoloft that makes me feel really stupid so I stopped. i still breastfeed at times, so i can't take anything else. also, i am in transition and the closest post in Ft. Lee which is still 2 hours away

Quoting Combat Barbie. HOOAH!!!:“ yeah. zoloft that makes me feel really stupid so I stopped. i still breastfeed at times, so i can't ... [snip!] ... at times, so i can't take anything else. also, i am in transition and the closest post in Ft. Lee which is still 2 hours away”

Hmmmm.
I wish you could see someone. I know there has to be an Class A or B anit-depressant. Those would be the safest if you breastfeed.

This has been stickehd.  

I have generalized anxiety disorder and depression. I honestly think I have suffered from depression since I was 5. My dad used to call me a shithead and such because I would never be happy or talk to people. I got diagnosed at 11 or 12 though.
I sometimes suffer from low self esteem but my biggest problem has always been with people leaving me. I am scared to death that everyone will leave me (die or just never see me again). My mom died when I was 11 and I think that fear started then. I get horrible panic attacks but I have been doing okay recently. I honestly think if I weren't on medication I would be dead right now. There is no way I could have lived through Ryan dying without it.