at 22 weeks6 days.
after talking to some girls on here about the pain i was having i figured that everything was fine. i got offline and went to the bathroom and i was bleeding pretty bad so i went into the emergency room and they told me i was in labor and already 4 cm dialated,they gave me 5 different types of medicine to try to stop the labor and contractions but nothing seemed to work,they transfered me to another hospital that specilizes in preterm labor and i was there for 5 days, on the 2nd day there my water broke they said it was possible for the baby to be alright and i could possibly make it to full term or atleast 24 works so the baby would have a chance at life,but on the 4th day there i gave birth with no pain medicine just my own power to a beautiful baby boy, 1 pound 4 oz 12 inches, his name is zander jacob kubinski. he died shortly after i gave birth to him i never got to hear his cry or feel him touch me. the doctors said it was due to a very bad infection inside my uterus and there was no possible way to have stopped whatwas happening.
my sweet angel baby.
i just would like to thank all you girls for the support you gave me during my pregnancy.