~nervous~

so ive psoted something before about baby Emma and that we've been going to University of MI every damn month because they saw a flash of light on the ultrasound. I honestly thoughtthey were full of it and that it was whatever.
Well they still see something on her bowels. So we got the Cystic Fibrosis test done because if i wasnt a carrier than we were fine. AND OF COURSE i have to be a carrier.
so hubby's test should be in today to see if he is.
this might sound bad but its not fair. I do everything im supposed to do all vitamins and eat right. Wont even drink a Dr. pepper and there are girls i know that smoke and drink while there preggers and there babies are fine. totally healthy!!!!!
WHat am i gonna do? Now that were getting closer to Emma getting here im so scared that everything wont be okay.

the only good part is that we will most likely deliver up there so some of my annoying family wont be there and we'll get to pick her day to be induced.

thanks for letting me share

Quoting brittany green:“ so ive psoted something before about baby Emma and that we've been going to University of MI every damn ... [snip!] ... there so some of my annoying family wont be there and we'll get to pick her day to be induced. thanks for letting me share”

Goodluck.. i cant imagine! I really hope your husbands test comes back neg today

Awwwwww.....I hope everything goes well for you.

I'm sorry...I'm one of those dorks who drink Dr. Pepper....but I only sneak it occasionally. 

Sorry to hear about the added anxiety. I hope and pray that your husbands test is negative. It sounds like you are getting good care so that if there is a problem they will be ready to on day 1. I'm gonna say a prayer for you now.

thank you all so much for the kind words.