Bitch ass punk motha fucka (vent, lots of vulgarity)

excuse my french.  

The father my daughter is a complete asshole...This is some of the myspace conversation we just had... its immature as hell andi kinda started it but DAMN.... this nigga (sorry) kinda hurt my feelings.


you're not supporting me if you're telling me my body is ugly like i dont already know that shit. I hate the way I look. You always make me feel like shit. I just birthed your damn daughter two months ago, give me a fuckin break. If I didnt have a c-section my stomach probably wouldnt look as bad as it does now, and I would have been able to exercise a lot sooner. I cant change over night. At least im trying to change the way I eat and im making progress because I'm still losing weight. Sorry if thats not good enough for you.

Im not smuttin around stop sayin that shit about me.

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 9:22 AM


nigga i was supportin you 4 a long time helpin u n everything,but like i said if u felt like that then y did u keep eatin all that bad shit.and thats some young ass shit wit dem bullitens if you wanna smut around dont do that in my face.

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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 6:18 AM


i dont understand though.. you're supposed to be supporting me, not telling me how ugly my body is. Even if i have low self esteem about my body, you're not supposed to let me know that you think its just as ugly as I do. I don't feel like im worth anything to you. I just had a baby, im not using that as an excuse but give me a break... its not easy to feel this way about yourself everyday. I hate what i see every time i look in the mirror.. and for once, I felt good about myself when i lost those 40 lbs, but as soon as you told me how you really felt about my looks i felt depressed all over again. What if i did that to you? How would it make you feel?

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 9:11 AM


it wasnt even like that nigga,u even hated ya body when i started to like it how the hell u expect me to like it,wasnt ya face it was ya body,you kept eatin fucked up food and been said you was goin do somthing bout it but got even lazier

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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 6:08 AM


exactly. so if thats how you honestly feel then why were u even still talkin to me if i was so ugly to you?

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 9:06 AM


just cause i wanted to b honest bout some shit,thats more than what u did 4 me.u just go off of your opinions so thats on you,you wanted to fight wit me 4 this though,u told me how much you fuck wit me but it wasnt enough to change even a lil bit about yourself so how the hell you expect me to change.

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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 6:01 AM


im not tellin you how u felt. YOU told me this. Just the other day i asked you if you still liked me and wanted to be with me, u told me NO. and then u talked about how much you hate my body and the way i look.

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 8:58 AM



what ever nigga you cant tell me how i felt but if doin what you doin is makin you happy than so b it,but ill b ight
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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 5:55 AM


i'm blamin you because its your fault. I finally realized A LOT OF STUFF the otha night... and it hurt my feelings because now i know that u never really liked me in the first place. You never wanted me to come over ur house, you only tolerated me being there so you could see Camaya. Its the same way with your family. None of yall like me. But thats fine because yall dont ever have to see me again. And if you really loved me like you said you did, you wouldnt constantly make me feel ugly and like you dont want me. You only show concern when you think im messin around with another dude. I never really felt loved by you except when I was pregnant.. but thats all out the window now.

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 8:49 AM


no its cause you cant stay away from these niggas dont blame me.

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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 5:47 AM


only because u cant leave these bitches alone..

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 8:45 AM


thats what u on here 4 talkin bout niggas holla at me
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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 5:33 AM


i thought u was gon delete this shit. what is u still doin on myspace? only could be for one reason... fuckin with them 16 and 17 year olds..

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 8:30 AM


i hear u.

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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 5:30 AM


nothin.... it dont even matter anymore. do you.

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From: Tay!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 8:29 AM



fuck is u talkin bout?
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From: DiPPiN DiFFERENT R0VERS, WHiPPiN WiT DA S0DA!!!
Date: Sep 7, 2008 5:28 AM


if u gonna fuck around with another bitch, at least make sure shes ur age.

idk what the hell u see in these 17 year olds. get a girl ur own age.

WTH ?!

He said you were ugly ? When he first got with you ?

eww wdh don't talk to him. Hes an ass...he has no respect for you.

Quoting SEXY BREE [shes here!]:“ excuse my french.   The father my daughter is a complete asshole...This is some of the myspace ... [snip!] ... with another bitch, at least make sure shes ur age. idk what the hell u see in these 17 year olds. get a girl ur own age.”

I really hope you're not trying to change for him? You just had a baby 2 months ago your body will go back to pre-pregnancy size over time. When he starts talking crazy to you don't even entertain him by responding. Men hate being ignored.

Yuck, I am sorry  

wooow... talk about no respect. that's fucked up. is he messin' wit other girls while he's with u? i didn't get that part cuz i saw u wrote bout him messin' with 16 and 17 yr olds.

straight up tho, if i were you... he's not worth it. he is an asshole and for a guy to be sayin' ur body is ugly before and after ur pregnant just doesn't respect u. he obviously seems like he doesn't give a shit.

im sorry   u deserve WAAAAY better then that jerk off!

that is messed up !! u just had a baby he can't expect to change ur body over night!  

even if you werent pregnant before he has no right to talk like that im sure hes no model. Anyways he sounds like a loser.. i guess i'm wondering why he cares so much like either he likes you as in all of you or he doesnt. Sounds like a loser. and remember there are some hot voluptuous women IE Queen Latifah

Your very pretty i wouldnt take that at all! You have to much going for you a baby and now guys dont mind if you have a baby! Leave his ass alone because your not fat! Eat what u want! lol we have the right to do that 

Quoting Blankita ™ ©:“ WTH ?! He said you were ugly ? When he first got with you ?”

No, i was on the chunky side when we first got together, and he was sayin he didnt like my body back then and he really dont like it now.

i would give anything to be the size i was when we first got together.

Would have read it but can't understand a word he said.

Quoting Msz. Mommy-to-Be:“ I really hope you're not trying to change for him? You just had a baby 2 months ago your body will go ... [snip!] ... size over time. When he starts talking crazy to you don't even entertain him by responding. Men hate being ignored.”

It definitly aint for him. I really want to change for myself.
We're not even together anymore.. it just hurts my feelings that he could say all of that stuff about me though.

im so sorry you have to go through that i hope you get ur body right and then leave his ass

Quoting SEXY BREE [shes here!]:“ No, i was on the chunky side when we first got together, and he was sayin he didnt like my body back ... [snip!] ... my body back then and he really dont like it now. i would give anything to be the size i was when we first got together.”

No you dont you had a baby and yes it is a excuse your body dont just nsap back to its old self! He was a asshole saying that to you my boyfriend was playing around and called me a beachedwhale and we laughed bc i know he loves me for me and he has always said that, When i have the baby im going to lose weight he thinks im fine but i wanna be here for my baby, at least you arent 300lbs when i got with my BF i was only 190 and i went to 300lbs just in 3.5yrs! Be happy with yourself you are very pretty and thats all that matter (WHATS ON THE INSIDE!)

Quoting mrs.jackson:“ im so sorry you have to go through that i hope you get ur body right and then leave his ass”

I'm sorry Ms. Jackson ooooo I am for real never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times