Extreme Pessimist

What's wrong with me? Sometimes I feel psycho.

I feel like the worst things will happen. I even imagine them happening. When I think about going to college something in the back of my mind says "why bother.. the world will end soon anyways... " WTF. That isn't logical SANE thinking. I know it isn't.

When I'm away from my daughter I get so depressed because I think of something bad happening like a natural disaster or something and I wouldn't be with her while it happened.

I literally feel that the end is coming and I know that is ridiculous. I don't want to get pregnant again because I don't want to bring another baby into a world that is slowly dying. I know that is so morbid but that's how I feel. I don't WANT to feel that way.. I know I shouldn't feel that way. It's scary.

Please don't laugh at this.. even though I'm kinda laughing right now because reading it makes it sound so crazy.

Im thinking maybe you should talk to your doc about this if this is how you feel a vast majority of the time hun

Quoting Lisa, Mum of 3:“ Im thinking maybe you should talk to your doc about this if this is how you feel a vast majority of the time hun”

I agree...you sound really depressed...

Quoting Cassie..:“ What's wrong with me? Sometimes I feel psycho. I feel like the worst things will happen. I even imagine ... [snip!] ... It's scary. Please don't laugh at this.. even though I'm kinda laughing right now because reading it makes it sound so crazy.”

Holy shit you sound just like my dh! He thinks the world is going to end soon too and he's always bugging me to "move to higher ground" lol! Some people are just think that way....I'd be concerned if your only thoughts were pessimistic ones, but it seems to me like your a normal human!

First off my boss at work talks about the world ending in 2012 and all that shit. And it pisses me off. I mean everyone can have their own opinions and what not, but dont bother me with it. I mean I am pregnant and am having this baby soon, it is scary to think about. Plus all I can say is just live life. Whatever happens, happens....thats it.
(hope that doesn't come off as bitchy at you, it just pisses me off when my boss talks about it)

Quoting Cassie..:“ What's wrong with me? Sometimes I feel psycho. I feel like the worst things will happen. I even imagine ... [snip!] ... It's scary. Please don't laugh at this.. even though I'm kinda laughing right now because reading it makes it sound so crazy.”

You might have OCD one of the symptoms is always thinking that the worst things will happen. I would see someone. Good luck

LOL. I am always trying to think of places that would be least affected by nuclear bombs or natural diasters. I really do think i am kinda crazy. I honestly don't feel depressed though most of the time.

I started taking Prozac because I felt the exact same way...it really helped me. Once I got pregnant my doctor told me to stop taking it and I'm back where I started. You should really look into taking an antidepressant.

The weird thing is that it didn't get really bad until after I had Camille.. now it's awful. I would think scary or morbid thoughts before I had her but NOTHING compared to what I think now.