I feel like crap.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I am really man to my boyfriend and I am scare I will blow him away. I am bitchy because at the moment I'm not doing anything ..I don't work or go to school and I don't know anybody to hang out..i don't drive and it makes it difficult and so I ask my bf to entretain me everyday ..so when he wants to go out with his friends even once a week or every two weeks..i make a scene. I feel terrible. He tells me I need to be happy with myself first to be happy with him and make him happy..sometimes I am but sitting at home with noone my age to talk to drives me crazy and I take it all out on him. I am such a bi Atch. i am soo emotional. I need friends to talk to but I havent made any good friends since i moved to this country 7 years ago.
I am sitting at home and I feel fat cus i don't have any activities...also i don't have money and no transportation. I am going insane and i am scare to loose my boyfriend ..and it's crazy cus he is sooo independent before he met me and has so many hobbys and I only giving crap on how he needs to stay with me cus i am preggo and can't do nothing.


sorry , i am so depress..thanx for reading ..i just want to kno if anyone is going to something similar..and how are they overcoming this..
I hate crying ..it makes me thing i am going to go to labor in a early time..my stomach gets hard a lot.  

See if you can find a prenatal class somewhere in the area that you can walk to. Prenatal yoga is a good idea, if you can find an affordable class, and it's a good way to meet other mommies to be and maybe find some other women to talk to and hang out with.

same boat as u. husband likes to go out with his friends and some times invites me but tells me i need to hang with mine. i have no job only the few friends who call and come to see me since needless to say i dont drive either. so dont worry ur not alone. i suffer from depresion ne how so i am ujse to it

Quoting Gemini6784:“ same boat as u. husband likes to go out with his friends and some times invites me but tells me i need ... [snip!] ... see me since needless to say i dont drive either. so dont worry ur not alone. i suffer from depresion ne how so i am ujse to it”

He invites me too..but now i can't even enjoy being at a bar or on a table with ppl drinking ..I am pregnant and I feelout of place..i feel i am so selfish..but my day passes and found myself useless , I mean I am friendly and i like to do stuffs..but maybe i have no motivation what is so ever and then I think even more now that i am huge..and i neeed to take care of myself for my little girl. you have a baby? I am thinking maybe when mine borns I will so busy and i'll have something so important to take care of ..that i won't feel this bad. idk


I feel you girl..well you can always talk to me , thank you for being so consider and took ur time to read me.
your baby it's such a cutie by the way. love the curls.=0

lol thanks. she has way more curls then ne pics show lol. she keeps me busy now that she crawls and is wanting to walk now lol. little booger chases the animals around and i gotta catch her. ne ways ya def cant talk if u need to i have myspace even its www.myspace.com/gemini6784 if u have one and wanna add i am always on lol.may not always be near the laptop but pretty close ne how lol.

Quoting MAMAMELU:“ I don't know what's wrong with me. I am really man to my boyfriend and I am scare I will blow him away. ... [snip!] ... this.. I hate crying ..it makes me thing i am going to go to labor in a early time..my stomach gets hard a lot.  ”

Hey honey. I just wanted to say I understand completely how you feel. I live in 29 Palms, CA which is about 2hrs from San D. I just moved here in May 2008 and found out I was pregnant not long after. I dont know ANYONE here, I dont currently work or go to school, all I have here is my husband whose deployment date currently got pushed up to Dec. which means he will now (if it says this way) miss the birth of our first and likely only child. If you EVER need to talk honey feel free to message me I dont bite i swear.