I already feel like a horrible mother...(Long vent)

So here it is my husband and i live with his parents for now and he has been trying to find a better paying job so we can move out of here, he is more than likely getting a job being a 911 operator but the hiring process takes a while about 1 1/2 to 2 months so i asked my mom if we can live with her until he gets this job and then we will be able to afford to move out on our own..The reason i want to live with my mom is because his parents house is less than 1,000 square feet and they are very dirty people and they a very loud life style and also a very aggressive dog to boot. I have asked her if that would be okay for a few months and she just keeps giving me up an down kind of answers like "When you were here you were not very easy to live with" and a bunch of excuses and saying "Well i dont know you will have to convince Eric"(who is her husband)..Its putting me under so much stress that all i do is cry because our baby has no where to live there is no room in this shit dumpster at all..I just dont know what to do its freaking me out because she will be here in less than 40 days...I have given it my all and told my mom the reasons why we cant live here i just dont know what to do anymore...    I feel like a horrible mother because there is nothing i can do....

Quoting *{Angie}*38 Days Left!!:“ So here it is my husband and i live with his parents for now and he has been trying to find a better ... [snip!] ... here i just dont know what to do anymore...    I feel like a horrible mother because there is nothing i can do....”

its ok youll only be there for a little while me an my bf live with his parents the house is a trailer but three bedrooms..an i keep it clean if its that dirty then clean it..an do what you can to make it a better envirment for your little one..i cant move out til i can get back to work..my bf is making decent money..but he has over 1000 dollars to pay for fines..then wed like to get my truck on the road an its hard to save money when he likes to spend it..lol

Quoting mandie69(noob):“ its ok youll only be there for a little while me an my bf live with his parents the house is a trailer ... [snip!] ... dollars to pay for fines..then wed like to get my truck on the road an its hard to save money when he likes to spend it..lol”

Yeah i know but his parents are very loud people and have no respect for anything but themselfs and me and his mom dont really get along and they dont want us here anyways, so i just dont know i am afraid that all this crying and what not will send me into labor

I know what you are going through well except for the dirty. loud thing. We lived with my in-laws when I was pregnant with my son, who is now 4 mos old. I thought we would never get out of that house. Me, my fiance, and our 3 girls all stayed in one little bedroom, me and his mom do not get along, and I had no way of buying my son anything because there was no where to put it. A month and a half before Bryson was born we finally found a place and everything is so much better. Things will get better it just takes some time. And as much as I hate to say it and as hard as I know it is right now, the other poster is right. If it is that dirty clean ityourself. Or better yet why don't your bf clean the damn house.

Quoting *{Angie}*38 Days Left!!:“ Yeah i know but his parents are very loud people and have no respect for anything but themselfs and me ... [snip!] ... and they dont want us here anyways, so i just dont know i am afraid that all this crying and what not will send me into labor”

that sucks..i get along well with his mo its his dad i dont like..his moms loud though..but i clean the house everyday cuz i cant stand dirtiness..it bugs the hell outta me..

Quoting BaiKyJade:“ I know what you are going through well except for the dirty. loud thing. We lived with my in-laws when ... [snip!] ... now, the other poster is right. If it is that dirty clean ityourself. Or better yet why don't your bf clean the damn house.”

I cant clean i am on strict bedrest until i am 36 weeks and even when i did clean it was a wreak the next day!!

Quoting *{Angie}*38 Days Left!!:“ I cant clean i am on strict bedrest until i am 36 weeks and even when i did clean it was a wreak the next day!!”

tell me about it..thats how it is here..thats why i clean everyday..but im also not on bedrest an god willing will never be..hopefully..lol

Quoting mandie69(noob):“ tell me about it..thats how it is here..thats why i clean everyday..but im also not on bedrest an god willing will never be..hopefully..lol”

Yeah it blows..Ughh i am a bad mommy already.. 

Quoting *{Angie}*38 Days Left!!:“ Yeah it blows..Ughh i am a bad mommy already.. ”

you cant help you dont have no where to go..my bfs mom calls me her maid..lol..cuz i used to be a custodian..an i wipe everything down everyday when i clean i joked well maybe you should pay me then..lol i dont mind cuz we live here an dont have to pay for anything but food..